☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾ I've been thinking about your kiss pressed to the flat of my shoulder blade at 3 a.m., and what forever feels like, and what the difference is between the two. I remember standing in the snow, both of your hands encasing mine, with all of our promises in our palms. They were precious, and sparkling, and we kept them warm. I want to worry about white bedsheets, and burning dinner, but I don't know how to do that when I'm worrying about getting through each night. I still have the picture from the night you tried to save me. I'm sorry, it didn't work. ☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾☽☾
Him survey<3 What color is his hair? Brown What style is it?: Idk. What color eyes: Blue and green. Cute smile: Hell yeah. Braces: No Glasses: No Abs: No. Height: 6'1 What grade is he in: Going to 11th How did you meet him: School. How long have you known him: He's been my best friend for a year before we started dating. Does he play any sports: No. He runs. Can he play the guitar: No. What about any other music instrument: No. Do you guys ever text: Yes. If he's not at my house. How about AIM: No. He doesn't have one Facebook chat: sometimes Describe something he would wear on a typical day: School Clothes, on a weekend, a Marines t-shirt and Jeans What's your favorite thing you've seen him wear: Black. Do your friends know that you like him: We are in a relationship. It's on facebook. Do any of your teachers know that you like him: Yes. Do your parents know?: Yes. Do they know he exists: Yeah. Do you think they would like him if you were dating him?: My mom and dad loves him. Have you met his parents: Yes. What would he do if he saw your witty: He would like it Does he know you like him?: We are dating.. <3
It’s Monday at 2 o'clock in the afternoon and I want a cup of coffee and you. I wish I had your 3 pm yawn and your 5pm exhausted smile. I wish I had your, “It’s 7, is there anything on tonight, babe?” I wish I had your 8pm head on my lap, eyes fluttering shut as I run my fingers through your hair. I want your 9:45 sleepy voice. “Is it bed time, babe?” I want your 10pm tooth brushing and your 10:05 stripping of clothes. I want your 10:10 pulling down the covers and the way you slide into bed. I want the contented sigh, your arm around my waist. I want your sleepy shoulder kisses and your, “I love you, sleep well.” I want you at 6 am and at 2 pm. I want you on good Monday’s and bad Mondays and every day in between.
AubreeMae posted a quote
March 14, 2015 7:47pm EDT
3 years ago today is the day that I woke up from a terrible sleep and realized that all I saw and heard the night before wasn't just a nightmare. Everything happened fast, so unbelievably fast.. It was the worst day of my life. But that's a selfish thing to say when my brother isn't here anymore because it was the worst day of HIS life. So far, time hasn't healed a thing, and to think where we all were 3 years ago, it seems like a brand new wound yet. Nothing is promised, and nothing should be taken for granted. Not for one single moment.