i hate that feeling of empitness. idk. like you hear something or see something that brings back such good, fun memories and then you feel upset as you realize where you are and what youre doing now. like sitting on the computer and then going to work later. idk. i think im just looking to have endless fun. fun usually requires friends though. which i lack. i hate that feeling though. it sucks. and the only way to fix it is to do something fun again. idk. this made no sense. and im rambling. and no one will read this. im gonna go shower and then go to work i guess. buhbye