have you ever..
been in a room, filled with people, people you know.. and you felt so alone.
have you ever..
had a bestfriend.. but its like you dont even exist to them anymore..
have you ever..
get the feeling of "being stupid".. or not good enough or out of thier legue..
have you ever ..
notice that its always yourself, thats there for you.. when no one else is.
have you ever..
been so sick & tired.. of being sick and tried.
have you ever..
been misslead.. missread.. missunderstood.
have you ever..
had one of those days where you just break down and cry.
have you ever..
cried in the shower.. cried in the pillow.. cried yourself to sleep
have you ever..
had no one else to go too,
have you ever
prayed like crazy
have you ever..
wanted to just run.. run so far till you came upon a new place..
have you ever,
sat on witty, to try to make yourself feel better..

I HAVE.