"You don't
deserve to be depressed"
Oh so do some people deserve it?
The aching for something, for anyone to care? The self hate? The
constant wanting of something better? Are you saying that someone
out there deserves that? Because i have been through He.ll and
back, and out of everyone, No one deserves to be depressed. When
people look at mea and say to me, "You've had a hard
life, you don't deserve depression." That's like
telling a cancer patient you don't deserve cancer. Does
anyone? Who out there actually deserves it? You can give me the
worst person in your life. Here i'll use mine. We all know my
sob story that i call a life, We all know what my father did to
us. He murdered my little sister and he did things to us, like
sexually. He pretty much stole my virginity. But i look at him,
the man who tortured me. The man who locked me in a box full of
snakes. Theman that tried to kill me, the man who hunts me. But
not even my father deserves something like depression. So i'm
sorry for ranting, but it kills me when people say that i
don't deserve it! Out of everyone, i do the most.
Because i've done drugs, i am the reason some friends are
dead, i drink even though i cant if i want to keep my son.
I've messed up, but do i deserve a war in my mind?
No, no one does.
MY QUOTE
Blessed_Confessions · 1 decade ago
Hello dear.
You seem to have a whole lot to get off your chest, and i'm so sorry that all of this happened to you. And you're right, no one deserves what you've had to go through.
If you ever need anyone to talk to, send me a message. I promise I'll listen.
Blessed Be<3
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