sooo... About three weeks ago I got a friend request from a guy that I thought wasmy brother. He then massaged me saying to call him. He gave me his number. He asked the next day if he could call me. I went to go talk to my housemother about it because I didn't know him all like that. I came back and there was a pop -up from him. It said "how's my daughter doing today." I looked at it in schock I haven't heard form my father in 12 years. I broke down and cried so hard. Not from happiness, from fear, shock, hatred, anger. Suddenly I was so angry worse than I was in years (keep in mind I have anger managment issues). I wanted to hurt him like he hurt me. I cried for daddy for months. I was 5. I didn't know what was going on. Then he decided that he wants a relationship with his daughter. I ha gotten used to being forgotten. My mom sometimes forgets about me, My brother doesn't care, My friendds form my old school forgot about me. I was used to it. Now he remembers me. the only reason I'm posting this is because I'm going home today and when I get home I'm going to call him and see what he has to say. Please help me keep my courage and go through with it. I'm afraid of getting hurt again like so many times before... </3 thank yu guys for reading this if you did.