ZAYNS POV
I woke up the next morning, with a minor hangover and a
major case of guilt.
If it was a normal situation, I'd be feeling amazing
right now.
I kissed Lily.
Amazing, beautiful, interesting Lily.
But, I'm not. She's off limits.
And I just stabbed a guy who's practically my brother
in the back.
Great. It sounded even worse sober.
But she was right there asking me to kiss her, and I
did.
I don't know what I was thinking.
I guess I wasn't.
I ran my fingers through my hair, thinking hard.
This wasn't right.
I had to talk to her.
I walked to her hotel room, and knocked hard on her
door.
No answer.
"Kate" I shouted out, "Have you seen
Lily?"
"No" She said, giving me a suspicious look,
"Sorry Zayn"
Sighing, I wandered around the hotel.
When I made it to the top floor, I saw a girl, sitting in
front of a giant window, staring down at LA.
She looked so lost in her thoughts, and I longed to know
what was running through her mind.
"Lily" I said gently, watching her jump.
"Zayn" She said smoothly.
I sat down on the floor next to her, and we both looked out
the large window in silence.
"We should talk" I said softly, breaking our
silence.
"You're right" She agreed, tearing her gaze
away from the window, and looking at me.
"It was a drunken mistake" I lied, "Neither
of us knew what we were doing"
I saw her flinch, as if my lie hurt her, and I wanted to
take it back, but I couldn't. Things would get so much
more complicated if she knew that I've always wanted to
kiss her. And I still do.
"You're right" She said, fake smile on her
face, "It was a mistake. But we should keep it between
me and you, alright? Louis shouldn't be mad at us over
a drunk accident"
Her face became very closed off, and her body tense.
"Right" I said cautiously, "I'll see you
later"
She looked back at the window, face vacant, and I wanted to
say more. But I knew, she was back in her own little world,
lost in her thoughts.
Done with me.
And that just sucked.
So, I got up and walked away.
What else could I have done?
(Author's note- Zayns POV! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew!
alrighty so who thinks they're a little awkies? i do
too[; and they're keeping secrets from Louis? ooooh!
hehe so, the next chapter will be up as soon as you guys
reach
the goal which is
24 and if we can reach that i'll make it
loooong! xx love you beautifuls)
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avillanueva17 · 1 decade ago
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That was pleasantly awkward. GAWD you're so good at what you do!! Who needs school when you have talent?! Just kidding... stay in school! But this is professional level writing. No joke. The description of everything was absolutely fabulous!! You are truly amazing at this kind of stuff. You must get, like A+ in your writing class. Like how the hell did you get so good at writing? You are great! I love this story!! Job really well done!