My friend, Shannon (witty user: scr3amyours3lfdry769) wrote this and I think it's amazing. I had to cut a bit, because it wouldn't all fit, but it's worth the read. If you want to read the whole thing, go here:
http://hang-loose-brahh.tumblr.com/post/32325839098/so-you-want-to-kill-yourself

Imagine you come home

from school,

from yet another horrible day. Those popular mean girls were calling you names and talking about you right in front of you. That mean boy just wouldn’t stop taunting you about something that happened weeks ago. That one teacher got you in so much trouble for doing the littlest thing, and that other teacher was yelling at you because she knows you can do better than what you’re doing. So, you get home and sit on your bed.

You’re thinking for a while, about what everything will be like when you’re gone. You come to the conclusion that nobody would care. That when you’re gone everybody will be happier, and their lives would be easier. You go to your desk, and take out that suicide note you have written over and over again. You decide the note is not good enough, so you grab a video camera. Nobody is home, so it’s the perfect time, right? You turn the video camera on, and immediately start to apologize to everyone you know. Your dad, your mom, your best friend, who by the way won’t have anyone anymore because he can’t tell anyone what he’s going through, because it’s the same as you. You apologize to your siblings, your group of friends at school, and everyone you can think of. You tell them all how sorry you are and how you thank them all for getting you this far. How you know they never meant to hurt you like they did. But you tell them this is something you need to do. That you cannot deal with this sadness anymore. Lastly, you apologize to yourself. You apologize for not being strong anymore.

You stop the recording and take out those pills you found in the medicine cabinet, and you take them all as you lay in your bed for the last time dazing off.

It’s time for your parents to get home now. They picked up your little sister from school just like they always do, and when they get home she calls for you. But something is different, you do not reply. Your mother walks up to your room just in case you haven’t heard her. She sees you laying on your bed, and walks over to you. She shakes you telling you to wake up, as your sister runs into the room. But something is wrong. You are not waking up. Your mom begins to frantically shake you, begging and begging for you to get up. She starts to cry. Your mom never cries. Your sister runs to your Dad, and tells him “Sissy is not waking up and mommy is crying.” Your dad runs to your room, and realizes what has happened. He gets so angry at himself, and he doesn’t know why. He calls the police, and the only words that could leave his lips before he broke down in tears was, “my daughter committed suicide.”

The next day in school your principal announces your death. It takes a while for it to settle in, but once it does, everything just goes silent. Those mean girls all stare at each other knowing what they have done now. That one mean boy, looks down at his desk thinking of what he has said to you. Your friends just let the tears fall as they stare straight down remembering how sad you really have been. Your best friend? He has no idea what to think. He knew you were as bad as him, but never think you’d go this far. He just walks out of the classroom, and breaks down. He starts to hit things, and screams in fury because he just lost his best friend, his soul mate.

A week goes by now. The day if your funeral is today. Everyone in town goes. They all knew you. That one girl who could make everybody’s day just by her simple beautiful smile. As soon as they put you into the ground, everybody breaks down.

So, you killed yourself. Because your family hates you? Because your friends continue to let you bleed? That’s where you’re wrong. Every single person cares, just not enough to show it. Talk to someone, I promise you it’ll help. Nobody wants you gone. You’re here for a reason.

Next Quote >

My friend, Shannon (witty user: scr3amyours3lfdry769) wrote this

410 faves · 25 comments · Sep 26, 2012 2:14pm

gray22 · 1 decade ago
it's hard to feel like anyone cares though.... people in my class just ignore me, no one wants to talk to me, it me off that i am judged for being different....
0 reply

hazzahamster · 1 decade ago
that made me cry... xxx
0 reply

xHannahBananaax · 1 decade ago
This quote made me cry. Beautiful <3
0 reply

downwithunicorns · 1 decade ago
This is why I really shouldn't read these quotes in class....I tear up and get all shakey, and people look at me oddly...
0 reply

BitterSweetLemonade · 1 decade ago
Thanks... but... honestly, this would never happen. Everyone would just shrug and move on - it's not like I was actually worth much, is it?
0 reply

bazinga · 1 decade ago
Oh My God I read the whole thing and I seriously teared up & cryed. this is amazayn
0 reply

Frozenlife5 · 1 decade ago
Literally almost started crying in class. Thank you so much.
0 reply

ChaoticBeautyxo* · 1 decade ago
Wow. Just wow. Crying. Thank you<3
0 reply

Peace1231 · 1 decade ago
V there are plenty of quotes similar to it on tumblr, but Shannon DID right this. You can go ask her if you'd like.
0 reply

ZombieSlayer · 1 decade ago
they didn't write that, I've seen it a billion times on tumblr.
0 reply

LimeIce · 1 decade ago
This is like my life. I've thought about suicidde a ton,, but I've never done it. This showed me not to. Thank you. You don't know how much this means.
0 reply

fadedl0v3r · 1 decade ago
not EXACTLY, but it's very similar with a lot of the same sentences.
0 reply

fadedl0v3r · 1 decade ago
this is great, i love it. but, she copied down the words from a video on youtube.

0 reply

kelseyrc43134 · 1 decade ago
I'm crying my eyes out because this is exactly what would happen.
0 reply

LcCl · 1 decade ago
This just made me realize i shouldn't do it.
0 reply

SimpleMe · 1 decade ago
This is so sad, thankyou for raising awareness about this.
0 reply

xxdream121 · 1 decade ago
This is beautiful
0 reply

Horselover00 · 1 decade ago
Crying...
0 reply

suprize123 · 1 decade ago
that just made me cry
0 reply

sarahlikesbands* · 1 decade ago
this made me cry... if only people would show they care like this before people make those decisions ):
0 reply

Witty Profiles

My friend, Shannon (witty user: scr3amyours3lfdry769) wrote this

by

Peace1231

tags

inspirational