ChaoticBeautyxo*

Status: Nobody should ever have to be that strong.

Member Since: 12 May 2011 12:40pm

Last Seen: 6 Jul 2019 01:36pm

Birthday: February 21

Location: Rhode Island

Gender: F

user id: 173517

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My name is Michaela.
I AM A PRE-K TEACHER.
I am twenty-three.
I joined Whitty when I was 15.
I HAVE BIPOLAR II DISORDER
♥

ChaoticBeautyxo*
posted a quote
December 13, 2014 12:02am UTC

I was recently diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder
I originally went to see the doctor for anxiety.
I was completly unaware I had Bipolar II Disorder.
Sure, I was always severely depressed, but I had my happy weeks too.
I never realized my behavior was abnormal.
But today I while looking through all my witty posts from 2011 to the last time
I posted in 2013, I realized just how bad off I was.
Bipolar Dossorder is real. Do not be ashamed. Do not ignore it.
Get help.

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ChaoticBeautyxo*
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July 26, 2013 9:44pm UTC

It's Friday night
I am in the mood to draw
Comment something for me to draw and I will post a picture of it to your profile
♥

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ChaoticBeautyxo*
posted a quote
July 26, 2013 9:37pm UTC

TELL ME WHAT TO DRAW
I will draw it for you and then post a link of the picture to your profile.
It's Friday night people, I don't want to sleep yet. ;)

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ChaoticBeautyxo*
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July 25, 2013 11:37pm UTC

That moment when I realize that I grew too old for Witty... I never thought that day would come.

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ChaoticBeautyxo*
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June 28, 2013 10:40am UTC

click to see this quote

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ChaoticBeautyxo*
posted a quote
May 28, 2013 2:44pm UTC

I need to start writing again.
Help me out with a topic?
♥

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ChaoticBeautyxo*
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May 9, 2013 7:33pm UTC

Yesterday
I was debating suicide
Today
I donated blood that will save up to three lives

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ChaoticBeautyxo*
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April 20, 2013 5:59pm UTC

Comment on this quote a link to a picture you would like edited and your email.
I am feeling creative.

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ChaoticBeautyxo*
posted a quote
April 13, 2013 10:43pm UTC

Why Me?
- EPILOGUE -
Every morning I wake up to alarm blairing in my ear, signaling me to another routine-oriented day. I roll out of bed and make my way to the bathroom, stumbling occasionally over yesterday's outfit and a lone shoe. I step into the shower almost slipping, but I catch myself and wake up almost immediately. Standing there I feel the warm stream of water trickling down my imperfect body. I look down at boobs too small, a stomach too large, and thighs that should not be so close together. I quickly look away. I cannot get negative thoughts in my head. I do not want go through it all again. With my eyes closed I pour shampoo on my hair and let the suds take over my hands. The shower used to be my favorite place to think. Now it was a death-hole. One wrong thought could lead to another wrong year. I finish my shower quickly and place my feet on the fluffy rug, looking at myself in the fog covered mirror. I throw a towel around myself so that I can hide all of my all-too-many imperfections. Traveling back into my room I dry my long multi-colored hair and let it fall into natural waves. I apply heavy makeup to hide my face and head to my closet to find an outfit that hides all my bad areas. Leggings and an owl sweatshirt do the trick. I add some cute heals with it to accentuate my butt, which is my only good feature. I top off the outfit with some cute jewerlly and grab my purse. (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=78873645). Out to door again and into my car to drive to the worst place in the world-- Hell… I mean, school.

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ChaoticBeautyxo*
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April 10, 2013 2:30pm UTC

I need help.

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ChaoticBeautyxo*
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March 7, 2013 9:40pm UTC

I WANT TO BE
WHO I AM NOT
BUT LOVE ME FOR
WHO I AM
♥

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ChaoticBeautyxo*
posted a quote
March 7, 2013 9:28pm UTC

Mom,
You are in your room.
With the door almost shut.
And the lights off.
With your boyfriend.
No matter how quiet you are
I know exactly what you are doing.
Sincerely,
A grossed out daughter

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ChaoticBeautyxo*
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February 22, 2013 11:26pm UTC

Making up is the
hardest part of an
argument .

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ChaoticBeautyxo*
posted a quote
January 31, 2013 8:10pm UTC

TO BE GREAT IS TO BE
MISUNDERSTOOD.

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ChaoticBeautyxo*
posted a quote
January 21, 2013 3:25pm UTC

BREAKING NEWS:
A girl ate a tampon.
Welcome to 2013!

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ChaoticBeautyxo*
posted a quote
January 7, 2013 6:03pm UTC

#CUTFORBIEBER
DOES ANYONE ELSE FIND THIS TOTALLY REVOLTING?
CUTTING IS SERIOUS AND SHOULD NOT BE TAKEN LIGHTLY.