Dear Dustin,
I am thinking about you a lot right now, and I keep looking up at you, because I keep thinking that you're going to change. You mean't the world to me. I fell in love with you, and now you have finally pushed me over board. It is honestly the littlest thing to get mad over, but you get like this every time, that you just stop caring about everyone. You have finally lost me. Are you happy now? Are you finally happy, you pushed me away. I cared the most, and now you just seem to do nothing but not care about me. I could die, and you would never care. Best friends was supposed to be forever, I guess forever is coming to an end. I thought that you would understand that every time I would call you out on something, you would stop doing that certain thing, but obviously not. Now you're going to leave for the army in about 8 months, and I am still going to mean nothing to you. You're always going to be my everything. You make me realize that letting anyone in is always a bad thing. Look at where we are. You have never cared, you don't care if I dropped dead right now. I wish that I still had your sweatshirt, if you gave that back, I could let go forever. I was the first girl to ever wear your class ring, and you almost let me wear it all night, and then the day after. I can't even look at you anymore, you aren't who I thought that you were. You were supposed to be there for me for anything. I guess No Matter What means nothing to you. I guess that I will see you in another life. Goodbye, Bubby. <3