It's so hard to stay strong when you feel so dang weak. When at every minute of the day you're ready to break; when the littlest thing can set you off, and makes you want to curl up in a ball, cry, and possibly hurt yourself. Stay strong they say, I nod and say okay. But if only they knew how bad I'm lying, and how hard it's to be strong, when you're as messed up as I am.