i know i shouldn't be up this late...
But I simply can't help it. I've been up this late even later every night since it happened... I was getting better about it until June.. June 9th actually.. When PJ passed away.. He left way too soon, he had so much time to live his own life...But it was quickly taken away..People say that everything happens for a reason. Please tell me what the reason is for this to happen to someone so amazing, so loved.. He meant so much to so many people, just like my great grandfather did.. Between the two of them, a huge impact has been made in my life, and others who were as lucky as me to have them in their lives.. I loved those two men, and I always will, somehow they always found some way to hold my family together, now, it feels like it's slowly drifting apart.. I hate to think that my loved ones are drifting for one another, but weather I want to believe it or not.. it's happening.. I wish there was some way to get them back.. To see them again..see the warmth of their smiles once more. Ask them how they found a way to keep everyone together.. My grandfather and my cousin are the kind of men that could most definitely make an impact on the world.. Now, they may not have been able to make that impact on the entire world, but I know that it was made, for sure, on every person that knew and loved them, just like I loved them. We all have people like this in our lives. People who we love, who have come into our lives, and yet are taken out of them before we know it.. Before we ever thought they would. I'm not sure why some of the most wonderful people are taken out of this world.. I do know that the memories I have of both of them will never be forgotten, but always kept safe in my heart along with my love for each of them. I may not be able to see them today, or tomorrow.. It will be quite some time, so for now I will hold on to the photographs and memories until I do get to see them again.. "When someone you love becomes a memory, the memory becomes a treasure." You will forever be my biggest treasures .♥ I love you both .♥
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