I went back to the very first day we started talking, March 22nd 2012.
I miss you so much, I miss talking to you all the time,
I miss our phone conversations that went on till 4 in the morning,
I miss how close we were and how much you used to make me smile.
I miss everything.
Now, because I went back and read those messages, I'm sitting here crying over the boy that was never mine.