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  1. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    July 18, 2011 6:53pm UTC
    i'm always torn between wanting to tell my story to everone and let them
    know what is exactly in my head, or keeping it to myself. the problem is;
    being outwardly unhappy and consistently so pushes people away. no matter
    if they say they're always there to listen, there is only so much your best
    friends can listen to. on the other hand, to pretend that everything is fine is
    to poison yourself from the inside out; it is to ignore who you are and lose
    yourself. so which is better? to have friends thinking you are melodramatic,
    seeking attention, and pessimistic, or to drown in your own mind?

    i'm always torn between wanting to tell my story to everone and let them
    know what is exactly in my head, or keeping it to myself. the problem is;
    being outwardly unhappy and consistently so pushes people away. no matter
    if they say they're always there to listen, there is only so much your best
    friends can listen to. on the other hand, to pretend that everything is fine is
    to poison yourself from the inside out; it is to ignore who you are and lose
    yourself. so which is better? to have friends thinking you are melodramatic,
    seeking attention, and pessimistic, or to drown in your own mind? ??

  2. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    July 18, 2011 6:06pm UTC
    o n e d a y y o u w i l l f a lll l f o r t h i s b o y ; ;
    and he touches you with his fingers, and he burns holes in your skin with his mouth.
    and it hurts when you look at him, and it hurts when you don't.
    and it feels like someone's cut you open with a jagged peice of glass.

  3. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    July 18, 2011 5:44pm UTC
    its amazing how;
    at one point in our lives we will be extremely close with someone and then later they will become a complete stranger. you will pass by them without a word. without a single acknowledging look. this person; who once knew you so well, who once knew your fears, your desires, your dreams, your past; is now walking right by
    you.
    seeing right through you.

  4. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    July 18, 2011 5:18pm UTC
    "there are only
    two worlds-"
    "your world, which is the real world, and the other worlds, the fantasy. worlds like these are worlds of the human imagination: their reality, or rather, lack of reality; is not important. what is important is that they are there. these worlds provide an alternative. provide an escape. a threat. a dream. and power. they profide refuge, and pain. they give your world meaning. they do not exist; and thus they are all that matters."

  5. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    July 18, 2011 4:09pm UTC
    i can be myself here.
    i can tell the truth and never have to say, "i'm fine." i can talk freely about it. about how even when i wake some mornings and am content, i can feel it tapping silently behind my heart. i know it's there, waiting for something. anything. the tiniest hiccup in my day to claw its way out and spread like cancer through the dark bits inside of me. it spreads from behind my heart, to my lungs. it's almost musical. it rushes to my head and then i am gone, rendered defenseless, helpless. people don't understand it. it's not an over reacting, it's losing a battle in a long dark war.

  6. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    July 18, 2011 3:40pm UTC
    i am not confident.
    i know i am smart, but not in the ways that count.
    i read people much better than books but i neve have the words to explain my findings.
    i'm only as funny as i feel.
    and i do not think i'm pretty.
    i sometimes walk with my head down.
    my posture is terrible.
    i think horrible things about people and i let my emotions get the best of me.
    i'm really not as nice as i'd like to be.
    or as innocent as i've led many of you to think.
    i am a perfectionist.
    i am a contradiction to everything i want to stand for.
    i am a big dreamer with little motivation.
    i am really no good at all on my own.
    but i am analytical with myself.
    and i don't understand how anyone could ever be cocky or proud when they are aware of all the disgusting things that they think and do, but no one knows.
    we're all broken enough to be humble.
    - n m f .
    -nmf

  7. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    July 17, 2011 3:54pm UTC
    oh, me?
    the one biting her lip to stop that tear from trickling down her beautiful little face? the one who was left behind, forgotten? the one who never gave up on you, no matter how many times you hurt her? that girl stuck around, her heart paid the cost of that. while you were moving on, she spent nights awake on the verge of tears, wishing on 11:11 that by some miracle you would fall back in love with her. but you won't even give her a second glance, right? it's not like she'll mind. it's not like she's upset that there was never was an official goodbye, never a promise for friendship. but go on, live your life. i'll pretend i'm happy for you. hell, i have myself convinced. before you leave though, just know that i would have followed you off a cliff if you asked me to. i would give up everything to be in your life. but don't worry about me, i'll get over it. i'll be fine.

  8. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    July 17, 2011 3:43pm UTC
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    sometimes i feel like if i open my mouth i'll start speaking nonsense. i'll start admitting things that no one should know. i only wish for everyone to know my secrets, for everyone to know all the monsters that tear within my insides, crawling out wishing to escape. maybe if they knew, if everyone knew, they would understand. maybe they would care. those days, when i feel like i can't contain anything inside me. i sleep. i sleep so i won't say something that most will never fully comprehend. i sleep to escape into a thoughtless world where he loves me, where she is still my friend. i wish to scream to the world out my window, in the parking lot. i wish to scream, 'i am here, and i am not alone.' but some days that is all i fear. i fear of being alone. i fear of never finding someone to stay around and appreciate every ounce of my being. i fear for never finding love. i just wish i could get something right, just once. i just wish i could leave this city and live in a small cabin in the woods with the one i love. no problems, no money issues, no work. just love holding us together like the trees that will surround us.
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  9. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    May 20, 2011 9:16pm UTC
    osoo oso.
    who's ready
    for that zombie
    apolcalypse.?
    -not my format.

  10. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    May 12, 2011 3:31pm UTC
    Someone
    mentioned ------->
    your name,
    and asked me
    if I knew you; ♥
    so I looked down, simply smiled,
    and answered,
    "Yeah,
    I used to."
    -credit to phenomenal(format.)

  11. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    May 8, 2011 5:52pm UTC
    take me back to;;;
    that day, i'd make it all okay. i don't know what to say,
    i didn't know you felt that way. my lips could only say your name,
    you were filling every phrase so fast the we fell and died away. <|3.

  12. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    May 6, 2011 10:00pm UTC
    Confession Five.
    i've liked all of my quotes so far. it's kinda awkward when i'm the only one who does, too.

  13. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    May 6, 2011 9:56pm UTC
    Confession Four.
    i have to chew on something at almost all times. not gum, no, it runs outta flavor too fast. i like to chew on ice. or bite someone. it's strange, i just get this like.. impulse that i need to bite down on something or i'll go insane. so sorry if i randomly bite your shoulder, it's just a habbit.

  14. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    May 6, 2011 9:49pm UTC
    Confession THree.
    it's weird. i know i will live without you, i've been heartbroken before. it's not like i planned on marrying you. i just thought you'd stick around a bit longer, ya know? i could move on. i just don't want too. there's still a bit of hope left in my stupid stupid heart.

  15. sammienoelle sammienoelle
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    May 6, 2011 9:44pm UTC
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    May 6, 2011 9:40pm UTC
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  17. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    April 26, 2011 7:43pm UTC
    &I JUST wiSh;
    I could forward you all
    of the old text messages
    [from you]
    that meant so much to me.
    maybe then you'll care enough to remember me.

  18. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    April 22, 2011 6:26pm UTC
    My breakup playlist...
    If You Wanted A Song Written About You, All You Had To Do Was Ask - Mayday Parade.
    Your Call - Secondhand Serenade.
    One More Sad Song - The All-American Rejects.
    My Black Dahlia - Hollywood Undead.
    I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance.
    Blame It On The Rain - He is We.
    Broken - Seether.
    American Dream - Silverstein.
    Cute Without The E (cut From The Team) - Taking Back Sunday.
    Nobody's Home - Avril Lavigne.
    Rain - Breaking Benjamin.
    Don't Tell Me - Avril Lavigne.
    I Don't Wanna Dance - Hey Monday.
    My Favorite Accident - Motion City Soundtrack.
    Learning To Fall - Boys Like Girls.
    Not Finished! Saving now, g2g. <3

  19. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    April 17, 2011 8:05pm UTC
    listen to her secrets. call her first. label her as yours. understand her feelings.
    let her know she's gorgeous. write her a song. never imagine life without her.
    kiss her in the rain. hold her hand all the time. give her cute love letters. be her
    escape. give her hugs & kiss her. show her off to all your friends. don't lie to her.
    treat her like she's a star. tell her she's amazing. keep all of your promises to her.
    dream about her. don't let anyone hurt her. stick up for her through everything.
    tell her that she has the key to your heart. walk her home so you know she's safe.
    kiss her on the forehead. always be there for her. tell her that everything will be
    okay. don't ever let her think her feelings are stupid. hangout with her when
    ever she wants too, even if you stay home all day and watch movies. help her
    when she needs it. hug her from behind. surprise her. when she's scared, hold
    her tight. and most important; tell her you love her, and actually mean it.

    so this isn't mine, so credit to the chick i took it from, but i wanted to say; you always see stuff like this. telling about what a girl wants in a guy, but never what a guy wants in a girl? that would help. a lot. if you're a guy, you really need to make one.. lmao. <3

  20. sammienoelle sammienoelle
    posted a quote
    April 17, 2011 3:22pm UTC
    Go to Google.
    Type in,
    2204355
    Then, Click "Im Feeling Lucky"
    notmyformat(:<3

:)

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