i love you also means i love you more than anyone loves you, or has loved you, or will love you; and also, i love you in a way that no one loves you, or has loved you, or will love you; and also, i love you in a way that i love no one else, and never have loved anyone else, and never will love anyone else. ♥
you're positively beautiful. i love the freckles on your nose, they bring out the colors in your eyes. your hair frames your face perfectly. your laugh is contagious and you will always make me smile. those scars on your knees? they show me that you've fallen. but that sparkle in your eyes show me that you picked yourself up. your smile is drop dead gorgeous, wear it more often. who gives a sh*t if you have acne? who cares if you're overweight or underweight? tall or short? tan or pale? an A cup or a D cup? all that matters is that someone thinks you're beautiful in every single way and that someone is me. i wish you could love youself the way i love you, the way your family loves you, the way your friends love you.
"" --." "" -- " it doesn't matter when you guys say i'm pretty. it's just because you're my friends. Sometimes "" -- You have to t urn o ff all emotion &+ feeling To protect yourself from getting hurt... you Have to stop [[caring]] about what other people Think of you &+ be yourself: sometimes You have to hide it all -- not let anyone Know how you feel or what you think . You have to put a s m I l e on your face &+ Pretend everything is fine . Even when It’s not... sometimes that's the only way to Save yourself from ---x-->> a b r o k e n heart.
when you are feeling sad, go and find a tree or a wall where no one else is around. do a handstand ♥-------> against this tree or wall. feel the sadness start to drain out of you. stay upside down for however long it takes for it to completely drain. now, get back on your feet and go about your day.
if you are going to fall in love with me; ; it's only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. you are falling in love with my insecuritties, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. you are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession and my tendency to be too clingy. you fall in love with my troubled past and my hopes and dreams and how i'm a hopeless romantic at heart. if you fall in love with me you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me. but, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when i'm with you, the way i'll text you in the morning just telling you that i hope you have a great day. you're falling in love with the occasionally humorous and thought-provoking things i say, and the way i blush when people ask me about you. but to me the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.
☁ i love thunderstorms. the hiss of the wind, the boom of the thunder, the lighting that lights up the sky. why? because of the chaos. because sometimes in this boring, scheduled life, this waiting-for-friday-night life that we all lead, we just need the world to remind us that not everything is perfect. sometimes the nature can't handle the pressure. sometimes the sky explodes.
i am incredibly awkward and negative. i get attached easily, and i hold on for too long. i don't like opening up to people. most five year olds can express their feelings better than me. i'm terrified of being hurt. i tend to act older than i am. i'm probably one of the most difficult people you will ever meet, but i can be sweet. i am a great listener. i will gaurd your secrets with my like. i will never judge you based on your mistakes, and i'll love you as much as i can. i can be, if you let me, one of the best things in your life. ♥
i waited for you. i waited for you day and night. i didn't sleep, i waited. i waited for you to change your mind. hoping you were okay, driving myself crazy trying to think up some way to say sorry. to apologize. maybe it was something i said; something i did to make you leave like that. pack up and go. without a warning. you don't know what that feels like, being abandoned by the only person you thought you could ever depend on. you don't. you've always had someone by your side. i never had that until you. but then you left, you took everything from me. you stripped me from my life. you left me with nothing. nothing to call my own. i lost myself. i died. for a few months i died. so please, don't you ever make it seem like you can walk in and out of my life whenever you please. whenever it's convenient to you. i won't let you destroy me again. i won't let you.
"if we discovered that we had only five minutes left to say all that we wanted to say, every telephone booth would be occupied by people calling other people to stammer that they loved them" -christopher morley.
" i know i'm ugly." "" -- " it doesn't matter when you guys say i'm pretty. it's just because you're my friends. i'd like you to tell me your real opinion. i know i'm clumsy. i can't do anything right, and when i try, i always fail. i trip over my own feet, and i'm constantly making mistakes. i end up crying because i know that i'll never change. i know i'm depressing, but i don't like my life. i think it's horrible. the stars don't shine for me like they do for you and i don't think they ever will. people seem to hate me. they don't smile back at me when i smile at them. i know i'm stupid. it takes me a few minutes to get the simplest joke. i've done stupid things. i act stupid. my friends think i'm dumb. they think i'm annoying." "maybe i should just leave." -nmq.nmf.
--------------- ♥ --------------- maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it's the only person who will ever recieve all of you. after that, you learn better. but most of all, no matter what, a piece of you remains left behind in the heart of the once you loved. a piece no future lover could ever get. that piece holds innocence. it holds the belief that love really can last forever. it holds friendship and pain, trial and error, that one kiss you'll never forget, and that night under the stars that you can never get back. it holds youth and everything you though love would be, everything that went wrong.