♥

 

 i'm always torn between wanting to tell my story to everone and let them
know what is exactly in my head, or keeping it to myself. the problem is;
being outwardly unhappy and consistently so pushes people away. no matter 
if they say they're always there to listen, there is only so much your best
friends can listen to. on the other hand, to pretend that everything is fine is 
to poison yourself from the inside out; it is to ignore who you are and lose
 yourself. so which is better? to have friends thinking you are melodramatic,
seeking attention, and pessimistic, or to drown in your own mind? ??