oh, me?

the one biting her lip to stop that tear from trickling down her beautiful little face? the one who was left behind, forgotten? the one who never gave up on you, no matter how many times you hurt her? that girl stuck around, her heart paid the cost of that. while you were moving on, she spent nights awake on the verge of tears, wishing on 11:11 that by some miracle you would fall back in love with her. but you won't even give her a second glance, right? it's not like she'll mind. it's not like she's upset that there was never was an official goodbye, never a promise for friendship. but go on, live your life. i'll pretend i'm happy for you. hell, i have myself convinced. before you leave though, just know that i would have followed you off a cliff if you asked me to. i would give up everything to be in your life. but don't worry about me, i'll get over it. i'll be fine.