This is just a rant I guess.... I really miss him. I don't know how you're all going to respond to this... "at least you have someone!" "you're gonna see him in one month, calm down." and stuff like that, probably. But a month is a really long time for me... I don't know how many people believe this, but I love him so much. He makes me feel worthy, feel important, and feel loved. I just want to hold him in my arms always and forever. But it's true, on the 31st of July (or so), I'm going to hold him in my arms and everything will be okay...