Just a little vent here, feel free to move on :)
I would like to check - is it really too much to ask for a guy that's living, breathing, eats food and and won't insult me? Alright, maybe cut out insult. Change that to one that doesn't either hate me or friendzone me. He doesn't have to be gorgeous or rich - hell he doesn't have to be totally faithful, as long as he won't leave me for dead. I love so much, so fully, I want to give it all to someone but there just aren't any guys that haven't either friendzoned me or are utter jerks. I know I'm only fifteen but I have lost all hope in the male population. All the nice ones friendzone me, and the others either hate or ignore me when I try say hi. Don't say there's a guy out there for everyone, there isn't. People die alone all the time. Why should I be any different? I know I have my best friend (girl) but she's going to move on. Everybody does sooner or later.