I'm totally
paranoid
that every last movement I
do pushes my friends away from me.
Example A: Omg did I just breathe too
loudly?
Sh*t I did they're gonna think I'm sick or overweight and
unfit
But if I breathe quiter I don't get enough oxygen
so I will have to breathe even louder later to make up for it
Omg they hate me omg sh*t sh*t SH*T
Example B: She just hugged me, yay!
Oh wait did I hug back wrong?
Did I hug too hard, too gentle?
Was my face in the wrong place? A
hh they're gonna think I'm weird and retarded
or clingy or that I smell bad or something aren't they
OH GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE
It just doesn't stop. It's always
there, that feeling. Always.
CrystalBlueEyes · 1 decade ago
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I'll never leave you. xx