Zoraidaz

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Member Since: 28 Jun 2011 05:03pm

Last Seen: 24 Mar 2013 12:27pm

Birthday: September 21

Location: London

Gender: F

user id: 188420

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Hello there :)

I'm 16, from England and have terrible self esteem and can be suicidal,
but that's pretty average for Witty so I don't expect any sympathy or help.
I don't plan on living past the next year or so, but I'm hanging on to see my friends graduate.
I know I won't, because I'm not good enough to.
But that's okay.
I'll be sleeping permanently by then and won't have to worry :)

I adore drawing and writing. My profile picture isn't mine, but my background is~
It's my favourite piece to date. Unfortunately you cannot see Fletcher's face :c
They are also main characters in my novel, The Rise. Please give it a read!
Here's the link. Please also check out my gallery, as well~

My favourite video games and anime/mangas are:
Pokémon, Fairy Tail, Final Fantasy, Fragile Dreams, SSBB, Kuroko no Basket, The Legend of Zelda and Vocaloid
but pretty much anything manga or anime related out there is awesome~
I am a huuuuge hardcore yaoi fan btw ;D

My dream is to become a Games Designer, be it computer games or video games.
You know, do all the plots, ideas, modelling and animation and planning and stuff~
I also want to get my books published and become a proper author.
I already have one on the way, and another following~

Please also add me on DeviantART , NaNoWriMo.org or Tumblr if you have the time! ^-^

Zoraidaz
posted a quote
March 17, 2013 10:19am UTC

My heart is broken.
release me
I can't hold on
~Evanescence

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Zoraidaz
posted a quote
March 17, 2013 10:17am UTC

it's funny because I'm not even good at breathing
I'm terribly asthmatic and unfit
good going, genes.

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Zoraidaz
posted a quote
March 17, 2013 8:44am UTC

Depression is like scuba diving.
Usually, you come back up when your air is running out. But very occasionally, it goes wrong, and you don't have time to get the the surface before your breath runs out. Then you start to sink.. So slowly. It's so painful. When you get your air, you cry a little. But when you're drowning, you have no air, and you can't cry. You're empty. Hollow. Dead inside. And the black water fills you up, swallows you, blocks out all light and sound and destroys all your senses. All you can feel is the pain in your chest, the neverending pain. All you want is to finally drown and die. You need to be relieved from the pain. It's too much. You need to go. But it's taking forever... The pain is endless, it hurts so much, and there's nothing you can do. Can you feel it? Can you feel the darkness creeping in? Overpowering your senses? All the pressure on your body and mind... It's so hard to cope. You want to break. Your chest is tight, you want to burst. You want to cry so hard. You want to shatter, explode, collapse. But you can't... You've got to hold it in. You can't show anyone all this. You've got to keep working hard at things that are meaningless. School, tests, hobbies... They won't matter when you're dead.
Why should they matter now?

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Zoraidaz
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March 16, 2013 6:15pm UTC

& don't you just hate it when you remember
he doesn't exist
he's all in your head
nobody really loves you
and you're totally alone

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Zoraidaz
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March 16, 2013 5:54pm UTC

I guess I just fell in love with the wrong girl.

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Zoraidaz
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March 16, 2013 5:27pm UTC

A doodle a day
keeps the boredom at bay!

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Zoraidaz
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March 16, 2013 9:05am UTC

I will wander until the end of time
half alive without you

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Zoraidaz
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March 15, 2013 2:03pm UTC

don't try to fix me
i'm not broken.

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Zoraidaz
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March 15, 2013 1:01pm UTC

if I smile, then don't believe
soon, I know I'll wake from this dream

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Zoraidaz
posted a quote
March 15, 2013 12:53pm UTC

crying so hard in the rain
so nobody sees your tears

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Zoraidaz
posted a quote
March 14, 2013 11:48am UTC

I showed the first signs of a heart attack yesterday.
And for the first time,
I felt peaceful.
It's a shame I didn't die...

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Zoraidaz
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February 5, 2013 2:53pm UTC

I'm so invisible

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Zoraidaz
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January 13, 2013 8:09am UTC

This is much more than feeling a little upset.
I feel dead.

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Zoraidaz
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December 30, 2012 9:07am UTC

I am the perfect gay man.
Except for the fact I'm female.

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Zoraidaz
posted a quote
November 25, 2012 5:50pm UTC

Crying so hard,
You're silently
Screaming

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Zoraidaz
posted a quote
October 19, 2012 4:30pm UTC

We are living in a world
With 7 billion other people.
Why are we all asking
Why am I so alone?

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Zoraidaz
posted a quote
September 29, 2012 5:39pm UTC

I just beat my crush at Super Smash Bros: Brawl
five times in a row.
Was that the really the best thing to do?
Hopefully I didn't destroy his manlihood too badly...

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Zoraidaz
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September 20, 2012 2:09pm UTC

Girls don't dress nice to impress boys.
Girls dress nice to out-dress other girls.
If girls wanted to dress nice to impress boys,
then girls would run around naked~

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Zoraidaz
posted a quote
September 15, 2012 11:54am UTC

I wish I was loved
as much as I love others
where did I go wrong

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Zoraidaz
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September 11, 2012 3:38pm UTC

❒ Taken
❒ Single
✔ Madly in love with
someone who doesn't exist

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