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The never released fairytale
Chapter 18 2/2
The next day I leave the house early and catch a bus to the mall that is nearby. Literally everyone stared at me, some even asked for an autograph.
How'd it make me popular by just being kidnapped? What is wrong with today's society?
When I arrive at the mall I try to ignore all the people and first go to a cash dispenser so I can check that said amount I would receive monthly.
The number I see makes me speechless and I stare at the screen for several seconds before turning with a wide grin. If I get that monthly, that'd be like heaven.
So I go in like every single store that seem to have decent clothes and I think an average American wouldn't spend that much in just a month. Probably not even earning it at work.
As I finish my clothing shopping, I go to Starbucks and the waitress looks at me like she'd see some mega star. She takes my order and doesn't even ask for my name.
As I sit there, sipping my Latté Macchiato, someone says to me, "You having no company?"
"Huh?", I turn and look at a model … or angel. He is about 6'4, tanned, and has light brown hair, pretty long lashes and turquoise eyes that people would kill for.
"Sorry, didn't wanna bother you. I'm just trying to make friends.", he takes a chair and sits down at my table.
"I can't remember I gave you the allowance to sit. And you mean adding one more person to your thousand friends?"
"About that, I took me the allowance. And no, it's adding the most beautiful girl in this city to my friend list."
"Ah. You know, I bet you say that to every girl. And since you took you the allowance of sitting here, I allow myself to classify you as a player searching for stupid girls. My brother is just like you."
He grins at me, then counters, "I do say that to every pretty girl. But I don't call every girl beautiful. And what if I was a player, but change for you?"
<"I can see it in your eyes that you're also beautiful in the inside. I do believe in love, but-"
"But you got heart broken and shut down?"
"Nah. I don't even know. Y'know, I do appreciate women and stuff, but actually, the girls that I'm usually dating are basically sl/ts wanting to look good with a guy on their side."
"Tragic."
"I'm Jeremy."
"Asa."
"I'm sorry to ask you that, but are you that Asa?"
"Yup. You want an autograph or something?", I tease.
"Sorry, what? Why would I want an autograph? "Hey please sign, I think it's so awesome you almost died and disappeared for four years."", I smile. That probably is the reason.
"But people don't really ask you for autographs, right?"
"They are. Don't ask me why", he laughs out loud and leans back into his seat.
"Well, Jeremy, it was nice meeting you, but I gotta go and get a phone."
"I'll go with you."
"What? To get my number so you don't risk losing someone you can bang?"
"No. To give you advice and, okay, to get your number, but not because I want to get you laid." I roll my eyes and say, "Whatever".
Jeremy insists to give me one of my bags and jokes about the amount I had bought.
"Hey, my closet holds nothing I could possibly wear.” he just gives me a killer smile and I think I might melt away. No wonder he is a player. Any girl would probably want to kiss him, or get laid. I still try to convince my brain I should turn lesbian, but Jeremy really isn't helping me with that.
"Do you have any budget?” he asks as we arrive at the store.
"Nop", the phones now are like way bigger than in 2009. And were all touchscreens called "Smart phones".
"Dude, I really don't care if you don't like big phones or not, this is like the best one at the moment so I'm suggesting you this.", he points at a phone that is highlighted and really big for real.
"Don't call me dude, seriously.", I look at the phone, its design os pretty modern, I guess, and it is so big I can barely clasp it with one hand.
"I say dude to everyone I don't plan on to use. So I'll keep calling you that. And if you think this is too big or something, there is a smaller one, which is good too. And it’s easier to handle. But all those computer portals say that the other one is the top phone at the moment…"
"What do you have?"
"The one which is easier to handle."
We end up asking a shop man who says pretty much the same thing Jeremy said. I end up buying the bigger one, although it really was too big. The telecom provider I choose was the best one according to that web portal, too.
Jeremy gives me his phone number and as I tells Jeremy I would leave now he halts me and tells me he would give me a ride home. I don't even know why I say yes. I know him for not even a day after all.
"If you dare to make moves on me, I will knock you out."
"Yes, of course.", he stops at a Jeep and puts my begs into the trunk
When we got in, he asked, "You aren't going to High School, are you?"
"Hm … I'm probably graduating with you then."
"How can you even graduate?"
"Abitur."
"Sorry, but I don't know what that is…"
"German graduation. Was basically the only way I could graduate with my previous grade. And it gives me a prestige."
"Oh okay, I see. Um … where do you live", he asks as leaving the mall's parking lot and I give him my directions.
"Well Asa, then I'll get you for school tomorrow morning."
"Sure, whatever. Jeremy, you've moved here, right?"
"I did. From Pennsylvania. How'd you know? You're a psychic or something?"
"I'm pretty sure I would've seen you. I had a life before all this happened, y'know.", he half grins and pulls into our drive way.
"Well then, until tomorrow."
"See ya.", I say as he gives me all my shopping bags.
I don't know why, but I really look forward to tomorrow.
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The never released fairytale
Chapter 18 1/2
They let me go a month later and Finn, Benedict and Félicie went back to college.
Doctor Chandler decided I should write my Abitur in a real High School and we practically cured my phobia and I didn't have too many nightmares anymore, even without the pills.
I didn't tell the doctors, but my body had complications as I had my first menstruation after about four years.
Doctor Smith told me I should come again in a month so he could see how my injuries were dealing with the healing process and if he could make them look a little nicer.
"You have post", my mom tells me as we come in. Everything still looks pretty much the same and I am anxious seeing my room to be honest.
Mom gives me a bag full of letters and I look startled at her.
She laughs and says, "Just kidding.", then giving me three letters.
One from a very old and dear friend, one from a friend from Australia„ probably arrived just after I disappeared. On the last one there is no address, so I already have a fairly good idea from whom it came..
I open it, finding a credit card, a letter and a sheet of paper on which the card’s pin code and the number of my bank account is written.
The letter read in sloppy hand writing:
As promised, your own bank account. You will receive the amount that is currently on it every month. Don't think that is because we feel sorry for what we did, because we don't.
If you dare to tell anyone about us, it will have consequences, never forget that.
Be grateful for what we gave you.
And always keep in mind; we're always near you, no matter what.
I sniff. Grateful for giving me nightmares?!
"From who is that?"
"Um ... Adrianna."
"What'd she write?"
"That she misses me. I'll go into my room now.” I basically run upstairs into a vacuumed room that looks like it'd wait for someone to live in it. Actually, it looks just like my room four years ago, just very cleaned. Looking into my closet, I decide I should definitely go into a mall or something like that. Fortunately Félicie gave me some of her old clothes that were even too big for me. The doctors told me I was almost too thin actually, so I should try to eat normal.
The phone rings just as I fall on my bed, but my mom answers it, so I don't bother going down. But my mom comes up to me instead.
"Asa, this is for you", she says, holding the phone on her shoulder.
"Oh?” she gives it to me and someone asks, "Asa Bennett?"
"Yes?"
"You are very lucky. You can attend your Abitur the day after tomorrow and get a graduation like the students of your old grade."
"Thank you very much."
"Please be there at 9 o'clock."
"I will.” I hang up and bring the phone back down.
"Guys, I can graduate!", I announce to my family happily.
I think they would've thrown a party if they were able to.
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The never released fairytale
Chapter 17
I abruptly open my eyes, looking at Annette who repeats "Wake up already!" over and over again. But then she realizes I'd be awake already.
"Goddammit you were screaming again and wouldn't wake up! Jeesh you scared me.", she hugs me and caresses my hair, I am surprised of her affection to me.
"Sorry.", I say, very numb and still not quite in the reality.
They give me something that let me fall asleep fast and dreamless again. I think about asking for that every night.
The next day, Doctor Chandler wakes me up, saying she has good news.
"I got your test that qualifies you for an Abitur. They will choose which one you'll attempt depending on how you score. Or if you are even allowed to attempt one. The test is even in English, by the way.", she already has the test with her, and a man who checks which Abitur I can attempt is here.
It takes me two hours to complete the test and the guy is speechless as he looks over the sheets..
"Um well, … We will create your Abitur as soon as possible…", with that he goes out with Doctor Chandler.
Doctor Chandler comes back in and we continue trying to treat my phobia of men.
Later that day, the door opens and Benedict steps in with a woman that looked like a model. She has a petit figure, hazel brown, long and welly hair, olive-green eyes and skin the colour of milk coffee. She is about one head smaller than Benedict (but is tall anyway, Benedict is like 6'5) and they make a perfect couple with Benny's light skin he has from my mom, his dark brown hair from my Dad and a mixture of my mom's and dad's eye color (blue and brown).
Benedict grins at me, his eyes seem to fill with tears. I grin back and he comes to hug me.
"Hey you.", he says whilst rocking me from side to side.
He then steps back to introduce Félicie and me.
"Félicie, my sister Asa. Asa, my fiancé Félicie."
Félicie gives me her hand and says, "It is a pleasure to finally meet you. You're even prettier than on the pictures."
Her accent is very nice, but her English is good, too.
"The pleasure is with me."
Both sit down on one side of the bed holding hands.
"So… How'd you two meet? And when?"
That was exactly the right question and they answer like those perfect couples that became one person.
They met four years ago on a party (duh). Benedict was tugged there because some friend had the idea that it could cheer him up since it's been a week since my disappearing. Apparently that practically made me their cupid.
As said, Benedict sat at the bar, looking sad and Félicie sat next to him, just because she wanted something to drink, of course.
Then they accidently touched and felt that famous electricity and they began to talk and kiss and one year later Benedict asked her to marry him.
After they told me that, we just talk about anything and nothing and Benedict holds my hand the same way Finn did after a while.
They left at about seven and I asked for that pill so I could sleep without any complications.
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The never released fairytale
Chapter 16
I woke up staring at Luther's eyes, and I started to yank away but my arms and legs were tied on a rope, thus I couldn't move.
"You really thought we'd just let you go? Don't be ridiculous, sweetie.” Jeff said.
Why'd I just couldn't escape from them? Why did I always have to awake here after all?
Someone caressed my cheek, then something metallic that stung cut into it.
Short after, Steven said, "You look so much more beautiful that way" and stabbed me into my leg.
Then, of all the sudden, the ropes were cut and the men were gone.
I fell on the floor and first struggled to stand up, but then accomplished it.
My leg was seriously hurting, but I tried to go as fast as I could, trying to finally get away, forever.
This time, I found the exit pretty fast and got out in a forest. My leg hurt even more and although I felt very dizzy, I made my way.
At some point, I didn't know where I was. I had no idea for the whole time, I felt very disoriented that time, so I just walked straight ahead.
It was very dark and I could barely see something, so I stumbled over a root, not able to stand up again. My breath was heavy and I felt blood filling in my mouth, so I began coughing.
"Always trying to run away, eh little girl?” Leighton said, tugging me by my collar to my feet, pressing me against a tree and moving his hands all over me.
"Let go off me!", I screamed, trying to press him away with my arms.
He just pressed me even harder against the tree and I gasped.
"Don't get cocky. You know the outcome.” he pressed his lips against mine and his free hand wandered down on me.
Then, I tried to get him away by randomly kicking with me feet, his movements just got more aggressive.
Tears started rolling down my face, then, suddenly, someone shook me, shouting something at me.
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The never released fairytale
Chapter 15
I immediately lifted my body, still screaming and some nurses came into my room, convincing me it was just a dream.
My mind was spinning because I really didn't know what dream and reality was. I hoped that other one I woke up from was the dream, not this.
One of the nurses gave me something that made me fall into a dreamless sleep.
So I was in a hospital now for real.
As I woke up an older man sat next to my bed. My head began filling with fear again, but then I realized it was just my dad, smiling at me.
"Welcome back, sweetheart."
"Don't you have to work?"
"Aren't you happy to see me?", he teased and I grinned.
He then told me mom and he almost got crazy because they missed me so much and that even Kayla realized something really wasn't going well. But he said that everything would be great at work.
Unfortunately, Doctor Chandler interrupted us and told my dad to leave.
"Asa, I think we should first work on your phobia to men because you can't avoid seeing them whenever you go out."
"But I can avoid dating them…", I countered and that made Doctor Chandler smile.
I think we actually managed to treat my phobia pretty well. When she told me she would leave I asked about my graduation (Abitur, maybe)
"With all due respect, I don't think you are in the state of making a good graduation. You won't even be allowed to, you would come back at the end of the year, after all."
"That's why I want to make an Abitur.", okay yes I actually really loved the idea of wearing a graduation gown and receiving a diploma. But if I passed my Abitur it could replace the diploma…
"That won't give you any advantage, no matter how much people might pity you."
"Then I want to make a test that qualifies me to make an Abitur. Please."
"Alright, I will see what I can do.", what could give me better entrance to a normal life than some graduation, after all?
I knew people would never treat me the same way, especially because my name and face was spread over the whole world.
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The never released fairytale
Chapter 14
It was just a dream after all. A long dream for the short time I could sleep before they came for a late night visit.
"I hope you enjoyed your birthday, sweetie.” Leighton said, stroking my cheek before I was grabbed on arms and legs and he entered me.
A groan escaped me, and I tried to endure the thrusting as well as I could, same as usual.
To be honest, I could barely remember my day. I just know alcohol was involved, but I was probably in my usual schedule, with alcohol influence, of course.
After they left, I fell asleep fast. But woke up again short after, seeing red eyes in front of me.
Red? What is going on?
Whoever was in front of me stabbed me into my stomach and I felt blood running up my throat. Then he'd hit me, hard and grabbed around my throat, I almost lost consciousness, just as that one evening in which Leighton strangled me.
Suddenly, something screwed its way through my back to my heart and a loud scream escaped me.
So maybe, maybe this is good bye.
I thought I would have preferred that my dream is reality.
Seems I do hold on tight on life after all.
Too late.
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The never released fairytale
Chapter 13 part 3
"I'm 21. I don't make commitments. Only have flings"
"That's not really what I meant…"
"College, decided to go to the FBI or something.”
"FBI, eh? What made you decide that?"
He shrugged, then said, "You."
I kept quiet. Then remembered I would need some Job as well.
"Do you know if I will graduate with my old grade?"
"Do you think you even can graduate? I don't know, but I wouldn't want to graduate with only Fs.", I bit my lip. But decided I would graduate this year and knowing I could definitely pass.
"Actually, I thought about making an Abitur, Ch- someone told me it'd give you some prestige."
"Abitur? Isn't that the German graduation? You do know you're in America?"
"Prestige, Finny."
"It won't be a prestige if you f/ck it up, y'know"
"I won't."
"If you say so", he leaned back into his seat, watching me.
Then Annette came in telling him it's time for him to leave.
As I tried to stand up, Annette holds me back and told me I wasn't allowed to walk.
"What? Why? I can walk!"
"But it's better for your health, sweetheart.” with that, I fell into my bed. And found sleep soon, soon enough so someone wouldn't brush my teeth for me.
My sleep didn't last long, though.
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October 27, 2013 1:46pm UTC

The never released fairytale
Chapter 13 part 2
My mom left the room after about an hour caressing my hair. She told me she'd have to get Kayla and would come tomorrow with her.
Finn stayed, which made me happy because I had some questions to him and it felt good to have a quite familiar person next to me.
"Mom seems to have forgotten it, but Benny is coming in two days … with his fiancé.", Benedict (Benny) was my oldest brother and should be 27.
"Fiancé?"
"Yup. Seems he has found his "one".", he smiled, obviously still thinking that that finding your one thing is ridiculous.
"Aww. Is she nice?"
"What makes you think it's a she?" "Huh?", he laughed, I was confused. I mean, it wouldn't have been bad if he married a guy, but I remembered him dating girls.
"She is very nice and pretty, French."
"O lá lá", I said, and he just snuffed and grinned boyish.
He actually hasn't changed that much. Still same humor and probably still followed by millions of girls. Brown hair, blue eyes, tanned skin, fit body, ain't that everything a girl wants (I mean from the look-a-like).
"How about you?” I asked.
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The never released fairytale
Chapter 13 part 1
I really hoped it would finally be the end.
Hoped I could finally leave this world, or at least leave this body.
A steady beeping reaches my ear as I gain consciousness again. I don't want to open my eyes, despite knowing I'm in the hospital and not back in the facility.
I really feel like crying.
Why couldn't I just die? Why did those people have to see me and call an ambulance? Why didn't they [the men] leave me dying in some field far away from civilization?
I then open my eyes, letting tears escape my eyes.
My older brother was sitting next to the bed, his face buried in his face.
My brother's name is Finn and he should be about 21 now.
I remain quiet, not wanting to interrupt him with whatever he is doing. But he already noticed I woke up and looks into my eyes with his ocean blue one's.
He has changed a lot, yet not that much. His face grew older, his body got more muscular and I think his hair is shorter.
His eyes are red, probably from crying.
Now he is hugging me, saying "Oh god we finally got you back" over and over. I stayed numb, trying to tell my brain he is my brother and wouldn't do something bad to me.
The door opens and Finn decides to leave, probably doesn’t wan to stand in the doctors way.
Three men entered the room with two women.
Despite my attempt to convince my psyche that these men are just doctors, the beeping simulating my heartbeat got faster and my eyes open wide. I feel like I would be in some black whole, caught with those men, not able to run, again.
When I was about fifteen I decided to never deal with men anymore if I should ever get out there.
Even thought about becoming lesbian, but knowing I probably couldn't turn my head like that.
My head telling me I should do something, defend myself, I started screaming.
One of the doctors came to me, trying to bring me down.
Well, it may not have worked to use my black belt skills on the men, but now it was different. Maybe because the start was different. Leighton made pretty sure I could do whatever I want and still wouldn't be able to do something.
That's why I defend myself as the doctor tries to touch me. My heart beat increasing.
The doctor I threw to the ground says he wouldn't do something. Exactly that I thought of Steven, too.
Now, the woman, probably a doctor too, comes closer, looking into my eyes, probably thinking she could tame me like an animal if she did that.
"Maybe you all should leave the room, I can handle this", she tells the other people in the room. Honestly, she makes me angry, very angry. I might be classified as "lunatic" now. But I still won't let her treat me like one.
"My name is Abbey Chandler and I am your psychiatric"
"My name is Asa Bennett and I am your patient, obviously", okay, I know that is very impolite. But I decided to go along with that.
"Do you know what happened to me?", I ask, deciding I'd play the "I can't remember something"-card.
"No. That's one of the reasons I am here. Why did you scream as we came in, Asa?"
"I don't know… I can't remember something", I wonder how good I can lie. But Jeff taught me how to. Probably so I wouldn't tell someone about them.
"Memory loss isn't unusual in a case like yours. Just tell me when you remember something."
"Sure", she left the room, sending the nurse and doctors back in. That machine really annoys me, that is kinda like stalking my psyche.
But this time I accomplish not to freak out.
The doctor that I smashed down to the floor introduces him as Christian James and after I apologized I'd smashed him down, he tells me he performed my surgery.
"Surgery?", why would they surgey on me?
"Your stomach began to dissolve due to the acid in it. The surgery was a success, though, and your body is regenerating from the incident"
The other's names were Doctor Anthony Smith, who was my beauty surgeon trying to treat my injuries, and Doctor Walter Trotsky being my anesthetist. He also told me that I hade been in a coma for two weeks.
The other woman introduces her as Annette and she is my nurse. She told me I could ask for her whenever I want and gave me a pager. Before they left she told me how to use it.
I put the pager on the table next to my bed and then the door opens again and my mom and Finn appeared.
My mom is crying, yet smiling at me and Finn holds an arm around me.
Both come around either side of my bed and my mom caresses my cheek and hair with her hand.
"I have missed you so much my little girl."
She wouldn't stop crying so I touched her cheek, saying, "Mom, it's okay. I'm back. Stop crying. Everything is going to be all right."
"I actually thought that'd be my line", she widened her smile and managed to stop crying. Finn keeps quiet but squeezed my hand as I would leave if he let go off me.
"Your dad has to work and we figured Kayla should come when you’re awake … So she's at a friend's".
"But she does know that I'm-that I'm back, right?"
"Of course, honey.", Kayla is my little sister and she was nine the last time I saw her.
"You grew to such a beautiful woman, Asa.", right, beautiful, that's exactly what they said, too. I think my mom could have hugged me the whole day and would still want to be near me.
I was happy to see them, but I couldn't really show it, because I had to admit that my body was still very weak.
But whatever, I had worse days.
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The never released fairytale
Chapter 12
So today is my birthday is today. I feel anxious, but I don't know why.
To my surprise Leighton came in, even half smiling, saying, "Happy Birthday" in a very cold voice.
The glass he brought is very big, not sure if I feel too hot about the glass to be honest. That's why I take the clothes first. There were panties and dark tight jeans as usual, but what surprised me was a bra, a hoodie and converse . I think I must look very confused, but I dress anyways, still not drinking.
Leighton just silently watches me as I get dressed.
Finally, I take the glass and sip a little. Whatever is in there makes me cough.
"Just gulp it", I must have looked very startled for a second. How am I pretend to gulp it? I figure that whatever is in there is probably some high percent alcohol.
I have never drunk, tried champagne, beer and wine from my parents once, but didn't really like it.
"No.", his face expression immediately got angry and I realize I shouldn't have said that.
"If you don't drink it by yourself, I will f/cking make you.", my first thought is he hitting me first, maybe, then aggressively holding my mouth open so he could put everything in it and I had no other choice than to swallow it.
So I take the glass and gulp it down. My lungs feel like they are burning and then Leighton fills my glass again, leading it to my mouth and more of the burning liquid that already started to makes me feel dizzy starts to make my mind blurry. Leighton grabs my wrist and pulls me up; it is hard to stand because everything turns. He leads me through the facility to a van in which everyone gathers, Steven being at the wheel. He pushes me in and I fall on my knees because I loset my balance. My gaze is now blurry enough so it is hard for me to see. Someone touches my cheek, turning out to be Leighton.
He says to me, "Trust me if I tell you that you were our one and only. We created a bank account for you. You will get all the information about it when you are home. But never forget, you can run as far as you want, we will always be near you until our death."
What?
Someone opens my mouth, puts something in it, and then closes it again so I can't spit it out.
The van stopps and I am pushed out someplace that seemed to be very crowded. Then I feel my stomach burning, and short after that, blood comes running into my mouth and making me cough. I manage to bring out some "Help"s, but I don't know how loud they are. I feel people turning to me. I am grabbing my stomach, blood escaping my mouth the whole time.
I heard someone screaming, "Oh my gosh! Someone call 911!”
Then I fainted.
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The never released fairytale
Chapter 11
*one year later, present day*
"Today is the first of April.", Phillip tells me as he puts my breakfast down. My 18th birthday will be in fifteen days. I am hoping that maybe they would kill me soon. Thought about running again. But it will only be close to death. But not close enough.
"How much longer do I have to be here?” Phillip looks at me, his eyes darkening and his mouth twisting to a smile.
"Who knows?” it can't be any more obvious he is playing with me.
He leaves the room and I take my clothes to get dressed before Christopher comes.
I don't really know what Christopher could possibly teach me, but he always seems to know something I don't know yet. I can also speak about 14 languages now. He even taught me some accents and slang, which is kind of funny in my opinion.
"C'mon", Christopher tells me, barely entering my room.
I quietly follow him, same as usual.
First thing we always do is testing. Today I only said five wrong things, meaning I only have five burning straps on my back. I know it sounds odd to say that five is only a few. But it is. I once got like one hundred I think.
Whilst Christopher still has a lot to teach me, Seth doesn't have that much to teach me anymore.
"Well, I have the seventh black belt, meaning we can only practice for two more…", he thinks for a while. Then smiles dangerously and suddenly hits me. I made it in time to block, though. With that our lesson started.
But whom am I kidding? My days usually always look the same. Since 4 years. The only things that change are the person having a shower with me and the person bringing me breakfast or lunch.
Today, Christopher told me that it's the 15th of April. One day before my 18th birthday. I asked him why he told me that, he answered, "What? You don't wanna know that you turn 18 tomorrow?"
"But you never told me when my birthday is before. Why now?"
"Eighteen is a big number, m'dear."
We didn't talk more.
Seth made me make my 6th black belt today. I think I barely passed the test. But well, I am now a proud 6th belt.
Now I am in my room, laying on my bed and wondering if I won't get dinner today.
About one hour later I decided to go to bed.
Late night visit wasn't left out. But this time they take their time. So my crotch aches and bleeds even more than usual.
I usually have to endure it for about one hour. This time it was longer, maybe three.
I start to wonder, if this is goodbye.
A smile appears on my face.
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Chapter 10
*about one year later*
I am stupid. It seems like I can't learn. Not able to learn of my faults.
Fourth black belt, ten languages and a massive knowledge changed nothing at all.
This time I tried it before Christopher came to get me.
Leighton caught me.
I think I was close to see the lights.
But I knew he would never let me.
Wouldn't want to throw away his precious little secret that gave nine men a satisfaction probably no one could ever understand.
This time, two days alone in the cold room.
But without Leighton coming to tell me something.
He already did that as he caught me.
He said a lot, actually.
"You are too stupid to learn, aren't you? Trust me, after this, you will have understood your lesson.", and I did. That was the very last time I tried to escape.
And with that, I was going through my days. Without trying to become independent.
I was just a prisoner, which finally admitted she would never get out.
No way out.
Just do what they say. Always.
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Chapter 9
The next day I was left alone. Tied in a small room with a rope lifting me so high only my toetips reached the floor and my arms were lifted over my head.
I couldn't see anything but I knew my body would never regain from that. Basically, there was no part of my skin left that wasn't cut, deep or only on the surface.
My head still wouldn't quite admit who caught me, who did this to me. I tried to omit that the person I most trusted practically betrayed me.
At probably the end of the day the door opened and Leighton stepped in and lighted the room. If I thought my room would have looked like a set for a horror movie, this room proved me wrong. Maybe I should tell what happened. Steven first threw me against the wall, causing my head its first wound for that night. The knife he'd carried was stabbed into my shoulder after a second. That was my first long scream that night.
Then he would carry me into this room, tie me up and torture me with the very same knife.
Leighton lifted my head so I had to look him directly into the eyes.
"I hope that was a lesson to you.", for the second time I'd begin crying. Leighton just looked emotionless, cold and angry. Alas, he hit me so hard my head fell almost into my neck.
"If you should ever dare to do that again, it'll have bigger consequences, trust me.", probably referring to my attempt to leave, not to me crying.
With that, he left the room, turning the lights back on and leaving me into the dark.
I thought I had my lesson, really did.
*five months later*
I had the second black belt by now, could speak about eight languages and felt like I could become a lawyer or something.
Luckily I got food now that gave me more energy because they finally figured out I couldn't stand on my feet otherwise. Also, I got more water.
They all told me that I became so very beautiful whenever they gave me the late night visits.
Didn't change anything. I had no idea how I looked now, because there is no single mirror in the facility, and I wasn't sure if I wanted to look at me anyway.
My days haven't changed much. Except that I didn't talk to Steven the same way anymore. And he was no longer the only one that brought me dinner.
Jeff told me that today was December 1st, giving me the introspection of the year. I think it was 2011 and I have been here for already two years, which appeared surreal to me.
Was my family missing me? Were they searching for me?
I decided to ask that to whoever brought me dinner tonight. It turned out to be Phillip.
"Do you have any idea of my family?"
"Huh?", he thought about that question for a while, then answered, "Heard you're still in like every news TV program and newspaper. Dunno how your family feels about you.", I hugged my legs tight to me and laid my head on my knees.
"Does it even matter?", I didn't know why, but that made me kind of angry.
"Why wouldn't it matter to me? You think I found a new family here?!” that seemed to have amused him because he grinned, but he remained quiet.
As he left the room, I held the door from closing, trying to escape after 5 months again.
Bad decision. This time Seth got me. I was seriously concerned about my health.
Just as Leighton promised, it was way worse than the last time, not only due to the bigger strength of Seth.
Again, Leighton came, telling me almost the same thing again. But he didn't punch me this time. He strangled me until I choked and probably turned blue.
I attacked the tiger and the turnout was just as predicted.
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Chapter 8
To my surprise, my room was clean when I woke up. I thought about being grateful to them, but they would probably tell me I owe them one (or more), anyway.
James entered the room bringing me breakfast.
"Call yourself lucky, sweetie."
"For what? That the baby died?"
"Don't get cocky. Won't do you well.", I snuffed and took my food.
"Who do I owe one?", James looked at me sort of amused.
"What makes you think that?", I had never talked like that to one of them before. But James seemed to have enjoyed it, "I guess our housekeeper."
"You have a housekeeper?"
"Had. For that situation.” I lookedat him, startled, with my eyes wide open. Oh my god. He left the room and I finished dressing just as Christopher came to get me and my usual schedule started. Well, quite usual.
Today was my test for the black belt. Meaning I'll probably have many more bruises. And Seth acted like nothing hade happened yesterday.
I passed the test, but I seriously felt like I couldn't stand anymore because my whole body ached. Nevertheless I had to shower anyway. Today with Luther.
As usual, Steven brought me my food, still being the one I referred to.
"How are you feeling?", that question kind of confused me. He'd never ask me that.
"What?", he just looked me dead in the eye, obviously not willing to repeat his question.
"Not good, I guess."
"Because of your miscarriage?"
"One reason, yes. … Why?"
"Curiosity.", with that, he left me. Kind of suspicious.
After he left, I decided I won't go to bed now. I had planned to escape since some long time now. Today I was feeling I could make it. Especially now that I have my black belt.
To my surprise,the door was open, so I snuck out. Trying not to get caught.
I then realized for the first time how big the facility really was. It must have been a smaller abandoned industria area.
So I ghosted around there, trying to find the exit.
Until someone grabbed my shirt from behind and said, "Where do you think you're going?"
The voice surprised me and I thought I'd maybe confuse it.
He threw me against a wall and then I saw something metallic in his hand.
I have never screamed that much.
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Chapter 7
*two years later*
Nothing has really changed. Except that I was about to make my first black belt and that I could now perfectly talk Spanish, French, German and partly Japanese and Chinese. I also had a knowledge probably not even a young adult would have. I figured I was 16 by now. They did tell me the date now and then, never congratulated me on my birthday. But why would they do that, anyway? They probably didn't even know my birthdate.
And that pill really was one that suppressed my menstruation and held me from getting pregnant.
Nevertheless, I was bleeding today. Like more than I ever had whenever I had my menstruation. Also, my stomach was strangely hurting and that made me gasp. After two years none of the pain stopped hurting. I was even still lying in my own blood whenever I woke up.
It was most likely early in the morning. At least I knew it hasn't been that long ago that they've been here and it still wasn't time that someone brought me my "breakfast". I struggled to get up, holding the wall with one hand, gripping around my lower abdomen with the other.
The door was locked, of course. And so the only thing that was left to me, was screaming. I'd only scream when they were giving me late night visits. But it felt good to scream, although it didn't last long until I fell on my knees, breathing hard and too fast.
I even felt relieved when the door finally opened and a sleepy Seth stumbled in, followed by Leighton and Luce.
"Why the fu-", Luce began, then either of them saw the blood around me and that I was still breathing hard, now more gasping.
That was the very first and only time I saw them not knowing what to do and looking like normal people, acting like normal people.
Apparently, though, Luce had some medical knowledge and told me to lie on my back and put my legs into that position you are in when receiving a child. And that was practically what I received, just that it was dead.
"Try to breath calm and um to like … squeeze it out", I did as instructed, almost losing consciousness because I didn't really manage to breathe calm.
It took a while until that dead me and whoever else's came out and my room basically looked like in a horror movie.
Sweat dripped down my whole face; I was breathless and very weak. But neither of the men in my room cared about me.
"What the f/ck are we pretend to do with … that?!", I was too dizzy as that I could tell who was talking, the voices were kind of fading, but yet I could understand them.
"Maybe burn it?"
"In here?"
"Dude no."
"We could just leave it here. Like she would give a sh/t anyway."
"Not like she has much of a choice…” I didn't hear anymore because I fainted.
I thought that maybe I would've bled out and that I could finally leave this place.
Well, you see, I had my first thought about suicide when I was about nine. My life probably wasn't that bad, but I always felt alone, unloved and depressed. I got better sometimes, but that wish always trailed me.
It still is.
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Chapter 6
*Two months later*
My days didn't much look different to the second one I spent here.
Although I now knew how that punishment by Christopher looks like if I ever say something wrong.
For the test he tied my wrists on a rope that lifted my arms over head. My torso was bare and whenever I said something wrong, I got a blow on my back with a whip definitely not meant to be used for human skin.
Now, all that sounds so ridiculous, too ridiculous to be true. But it was. It couldn't have been any more real to me.
But I met more people, probably now I had met everyone belonging to the group. That being James, Luce, Phillip, Luther and Jeff, whose voice matched the one I heard the night I lost my virginity.
Either was just taking my time in which I could be alone. I have always liked to be alone, but it has never been more precious to me.
I also got better in Karate. Now, Christopher and Seth were both teaching me things you would normally learn in a month in about two days. That's why I often mess up big time. After two months I had a orange belt. I was more than a white belt after that time. But that also led to a red face andhurting stomach and back.
However, as a girl, and especially as a girl that had her first menstruation with ten (didn't make any difference; actually), I of course had it for about a week.
The morning I realized my legs were red, I felt very anxious, because I read in a book that the guy who kidnapped a girl hadtied her to a chair until she bled out. But it appeared I wasn't meant to be tied somewhere, but neither was I meant to be able to get a tampon. I got a white dress every day, no panties, leaving the blood running down my legs whenever I stood. However, it wasn't welcomed anyway. Although I was sure they were happy I didn't get pregnant.
They removed my mattress and I had to sit on the floor in class. Karate was held in the dress and in a separate room, so whenever I fell or stumbled against the wall, it was always very hard.
What was good for me, though, was that I had no late night visits. But that was only the first month. They probably gave me some pill that suppressed my period, or at least is that what I was hoping.
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Chapter 5
After the training, I was led to my room. Really wanting to shower, but then again not sure if I really should, after all …
Indeed someone came, turning out to be Leighton. My heartbeat immediately increased and I felt very insecure, remembering my hurting face.
Leighton looked frigid, emotionless, yet there was something. Something I couldn't quite tell what it was.
"You do wanna shower, don't ya?", I struggled not to say no, but nodded.
The outcome was obvious, anyway.
And it was just as I expected.
My crotch felt very numb as I got back and my mouth was probably surrounded by bruises.
Leighton had fun. That was the deal I never signed up to: They teach, I give. And either is no fun for me.
Leighton gave me a light kimono that was pretty transparent and I sat on the floor. I did have a bed. Or actually a mattress and a pillow.
The door opened and Steven came in. This time there was no bread but steamed carrots on it. I wasn't sure if that was that much better than bread, neither gave me any energy after all.
"Why?", I murmured, Steven looking kind of confused at me.
"What do you mean?"
"Why do you guys do this?"
"Dunno", he shrugged, "Fun, I guess"
I almost asked him if he thinks it is fun, too. "How can you think this is fun?!", my teeth remained shut as I said it and I almost spit it out. Steven, however, remained calm and quiet.
"Have you ever done this before?", I had asked that myself several times today. They seem to be used to this.
"Nah. Similar things. But never this… big."
He turned to leave, so I quickly asked, "Then, what have you done?"
He thought for a while, and then answered, "Robbing, abuse, rapture… Why the hell does it matter, anyway?"
By that, he left.
And this night wasn't much different to the previous one.
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Chapter 4
No punishment for today. Only straight knowledge which I tried to keep in my head. Apparently Christopher knew about my current state of knowledge. Also he knew that I could speak German, French and Spanish, but said I would learn more, a lot. At some point I even thought he would be a good teacher, forgetting everything, thinking it was the best lesson I ever had.
I was anxious for the next day, knowing he would definitely make a test of some sort and also wondering how that "punishment" would look like.
Frankly, I wondered why they would teach me anyway. Later, I even wondered if I'm pretend to become some super human. Some super human that was beaten and rap/d.
After some hours that felt like forever someone entered the room.
Well, all the guys I had seen so far looked like they could easily break me apart, alas they were very muscular. The guy that entered the room looked like he could tore a tree out and it wouldn't be much of a deal for him.
"It's Seth. Now, come with me.", his voice was as hard and icy as he looked. I shivered as he talked because of the power in it.
Both, Seth and Christopher grinned which made me even more scared than I was anyway. I jumped up and followed Seth into a room that looked like a dojo. He handed me a Gi and told me to change. I looked startled at him. Confused, even.
Why would they teach me Karate? I mean, I had a yellow belt, could never ever take advantage of that knowledge, though. If someone would ask me why I didn't do something when Leighton hit me or when I was rap/d: No matter what someone does to me, I just can't do something bad to anyone. When I was younger, at one time someone slapped me, and I just let him. However, Seth stared at me, obviously getting impatient.
"What? Don't you know how to change?", by that I stripped down to my panties, didn't want to know where exactly he was staring at, although I hoped it was my face. I put on the Gi and belt, which was surprisingly white, and waited for directions.
"You will treat me as your Sensei; I will treat you as my student. For that, nothing changes. But as for the training, if you or me aren't fast enough with the blocking, it'll get nasty.” he smiled, which made him almost look nice, but it was everything but, "By the way, we will perform Shito Ryu."
With that, we started the training. His techniques got faster, thus for me also harder to block.
As predicted, I got some hits, and they were quite hard.
Now again, reason I didn't do something: Would you try to attack a tiger even if you had no weapons?
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Chapter 3
I woke up with my underneath and face hurting and I still lied in my own blood.
Although I couldn't see something, I realized that not only one had “fun” with me, but all the men that entered my room yesterday, which were about nine. But I didn't think Steven was one of them, I just couldn't believe it. He seemed to be way too nice.
Never I imagined my first like that. I even considered not counting the kisses and the sharp pain that told me I wasn't a virgin anymore. But how was I pretend not to count it?
After all, some part of me was gone.
Someone entered my room, and he brought me a glass of water, an apple and clothes.
“I am Christopher and from now on your teacher.” he said coldly.
“Teacher?” I asked, taking the apple. My moth didn't hurt anymore that much which helped me a lot.
“Didn't you listen?” I thought, and then remembered that guy telling me everything I need to know.
As if reading my mind, he said, “His name is Leighton by the way.”
I finished my apple and drank the water, and then I dared to ask if that Leighton was their leader or something.
Christopher half grinned, then said, “You could say. What does it matter, anyway?”
I remained quiet. Remembering I was till naked, I took the clothes, which were some loose white tank top, panties who surprisingly fitted and dark, tight (and fitting) jeans.
“C'mon.”, Christopher said and I got up, struggling because the pain got worse.
I followed him through some semi big facility, which seemed to be cold and dark no matter where you go.
The room in which he led me was quite small and remained only of two tables that both had chairs under them.
Christopher directed me to sit down and I did as told.
“Here are the rules: I will teach you all knowledge a human should know, some major languages and you will know U taught you whenever I ask you. If you give any wrong answer,” his face darkened, “you will be punished for that.”
And it was exactly as he said.
I have never been good at learning something, and that turned out to be a big flaw.
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Chapter 2
I figured it was evening when a man entered the room. Due to the covered windows I could only guess that I'd spent quite a long time on lying on the floor, unable to move because my face hurt and my body just wouldn't gain strength.
My parents never hit me (if you can even still call that hitting, what the guy did to me).
Apparently, the guy who first talked to me didn't like that I didn't say my name, not at all. He told me I was so stupid and he would teach me a lesson, so I would never ever refuse to answer a question again.
He held my shirt and pressed my torso against the hard floor with one hand. With the other, he rammed his fist into my face. About ten times. Until my face felt like it would've become part of the floor.
Then, all men left and to the very moment one came back, I didn't dare to move one inch.
The man brought me some food and something to drink. It wasn't much food, maybe only one slice of bread, and the glass was small. He looked nicer than that other one, even smiled.
“You should eat. It isn't much, but you need it.” he told me and I tried to sit up. My arms were almost too weak to bring my body up.
“Thank you” I murmured, looking at the food.
The man still wouldn't leave and I lifted the bread to my mouth, which really hurt as I tried to open it. My skin felt like it would tear apart if I would move. I managed to eat the bread, trying to ignore the pain. By then I realized there was also a pitcher and a cloth.
“Hold on. I'll clean your face.” He took the cloth and dipped it into the pitcher. When he touched my skin, it really burned and I let out a sharp gasp.
“What is your name, anyway?” he asked. I began to think he could be the one treating me good, the one I could refer to.
“Asa.”
“I'm Steven. How old are you?”
“Fourteen.” Steven wheezed and lay the cloth into the pitcher.
I took the glass and drank the water.
How pathetic this was. Almost like what you hear of prison food – water and bread.
Steven left, carrying everything and I was alone. Again.
Fortunately I found sleep short after Steven left. Unfortunately, my sleep was interrupted when I felt someone removing my clothes. I could barely see a thing in the darkness, but fear approached me, telling me I should do something. I tried to yank way, but someone gripped my arms and I realized my clothes were already gone. My heart beat increased and I now also felt hands on my legs, pulling them apart.
“Now, let's have some fun.”, someone whispered in my ear.
To that very moment, I was still a virgin and have never kissed a boy.
Both was taken from me that night.
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