As i look back on the past i never thought i would make it through everything that came my way, i got over being r.aped and having the guy walk away , i had people i thought were my friends but wasn't because they had taken his side and believed him instead of me. I got through it , i survied, and i became stronger, i may have trust issues now and days or nights where i tend to feel like crap and thaf im pointless but i know its not true. I cry myself to sleep and those nights where the incident happened never leaves my mind. But today is different, today is my birthday im finally sixteen. I wish there was people here with me on this day but i know in my heart that they are looking down on me and is proud of the person i became. I have my whole life planned already i wanna move to Nashvillie and go to Lincoln Tech to become a pediatric nurse or sugical for college. I just want this day to count and be filled with laughter, smiles, and maybe happy tears. Im gonna be getting a tattoo soon and it will say strength and off the g it will have an infity symbol. I choosed to get this on my hip because it will symbolize all the struggles i faced and became stronger.