don't link me,don't hit me when you hear this and tell me your favorite song.don't tell me how you knew it would be like this all along.i know the truth is you won't love me until I'm gone,and even then the thing that comes after is movin' on.
honestly idk if anybody could get someone like me.... i’m immature & mature at the same time. i’m a goofball but i’m also deep & weird & romantic. my mind is so over developed but depressed & always in a constant war with myself.... i’m just not sure how to deal with the personality i have, i’m odd, but i can make you feel like nothing in this world can compare to a person like you & i can promise ya that much, i’m sure most will tell ya it’s the truth..
SANDD* posted a quote
November 14, 2018 6:29pm EST
Thank you for showing me how it feels to be put down. Thank you for showing me how it feels to be cheated on. Thank you for showing me how it feels to be guilted, to be played with, and demonized. Thank you for showing me how it feels to be a side piece. Thank you for showing me how it feels to be inferior. Thank you for showing me how it feels to be made out to be a freak, a monster. Thank you for demonizing my autism, for making me ashamed of who I am. Thank you for pulling me away from my hobbies and friends. Thank you for bringing me down whenever my hobbies and passions got in the way of your control of me. Thank you for choosing your ex over me Thank you for trying to make me jealous and insecure with other guys Thank you for gas lighting me when I was upset, Thank you for always holding yourself in higher regard than myself. Thank you for ignoring my happiness, treating me like a burden instead of a human. Thank you for not caring about how your actions affect me, thank you for simply not caring at all. Thank you for lying, about anything and everything you could. Thank you for only doing something kind so you could use it against me in the future. Thank you for trapping me when I wanted to leave. Thank you for for hiding me, for treating me like I was an embarrassment, as if there was something wrong with me; only for it to manifest as crippling anxiety that makes it hard to be out in public without medication. When I told you all of this. Thank you for responding with “Noah, I literally do not care.” . . . Thank you for showing me what I never, ever, want to be. Thank you for showing me everything I can avoid, Thank you for showing me how to be the best partner in the world, and teaching me all the lessons I needed to learn to bring happiness into peoples lives again instead of misery. Thank you for bringing me to my lowest point, so as I heal and rise back up... I can be sure that I will never, ever, ever, be anything remotely like you.
SANDD* posted a quote
September 13, 2016 5:51pm EDT
Here's to the girls who,who don't wake up with perfect hair. Who don't mind eating a big mac instead of a salad. Who don't wear 50 pounds of make up. Who would rather spend the day in sweatpants than skinny jeans. Who love the comfort of t-shirts. Who don't get all the guys. who aren't "popular" but feel like it when they're with their friends. Who stick to sneakers instead of heels. Who aren't afraid to break a nail. Who don't always get their own way. Who don't get everything they want. Who don't need a guy to tell them that they are beautiful.
Love myself I do. Not everything, but I love the good as well as the bad. I love my crazy lifestyle, and I love my hard discipline. I love my freedom of speech and the way my eyes get dark when I'm tired. I love that I have learned to trust people with my heart, even if it will get broken. I am proud of everything that I am and will become.