Oh my god
there are so many
freaking awesome artists
in my art club and I'm like "Oh
fruck. Well there goes my self-esteem."
Because most of the kids in my art class are
horrible at drawing and I'm just like "HA HA Mother
Fruckers! I'm better than you guys and I'm not even trying!
Suckers!!! Ha!" And oh my gosh there's is so much professionalism...
Some one kill me right now. I don't feel like being mocked inside of there
freaking head. Yeah, I know they're mocking me with my un-experienced-ness.
Well you know what, it's not my fault so maybe I'll just go cocoon in my room or go
look at other peoples drawings and make myself feel better by comparing theres to
mine and wow I sound conceited but whatever. Don't act like it doesn't make you
feel better that someone does somthing horrible that you're awesome at. You
just get this awesome feeling of pride and wanna rub it in their face but
you're nice and just pretend to be modest while brushing off their
compliments but on the inside your ego is practically 'bout to
pop and you caught me. I'm just trying to even this out into
a pyramid. Oops well there's you explanations for why
this is long. Just a few more lines. I'd be really
surprised if you were still reading this
but congratulations if you are.
I don't know why but
whatevers...
And done.
illgiveyouablackeye*
mads*
*exploit*