Oh
my god
there are
so many
freaking awesome
artists
in my art club
and I'm
like "Oh
fruck. Well there
goes my
self-esteem."
Because most of
the kids in
my art class
are
horrible at
drawing and
I'm
just like
"HA HA
Mother
Fruckers! I'm better
than you guys
and I'm not
even trying!
Suckers!!! Ha!" And oh
my gosh there's is so
much professionalism...
Some one kill
me right now. I don't
feel like being mocked inside
of there
freaking
head. Yeah, I know
they're
mocking me with my
un-experienced-ness.
Well you know
what, it's not my
fault so
maybe I'll
just go
cocoon in my
room or go
look at
other peoples drawings
and make myself feel better by
comparing theres to
mine and wow I sound
conceited but whatever.
Don't
act like it doesn't make you
feel better that
someone does somthing
horrible that you're awesome at.
You
just get
this awesome feeling of
pride and wanna rub
it in their face
but
you're nice and just pretend to be modest while brushing off
their
compliments but on the inside your ego is practically
'bout to
pop and you caught me. I'm just trying to even this out
into
a pyramid. Oops well there's you explanations for
why
this is long. Just a few more lines. I'd be really
surprised if you were still reading this
but congratulations if you are.
I don't know why but
whatevers...
And done.