Is it wrong that I get insanely jealous of cancer people cuz their idols actually go to the hospitals and meet them and say that theyre brave and strong? Why should i be overlooked just because i dont "look sick" whatever the frick that means? just because im suffering at home and doing my IVs myself because insurance wont pay for MY disease, i dont get any credit for being sick. i have been fighting this disease for seven years, and not once have i gotten any special oppurtunities because of it. im not seen as a fighter. im seen as a girl who lies in bed too much. people say: "maybe shes lazy" and maybe i am, but its only because I FEEL LIKE CRAP 90% OF THE TIME; LIKE I CONSTANTLY I HAVE THE FRICKIN FLU. i just want some honor,some badge that the cancer kids get. no one writes fanfics about based off of the girl with lyme disease! they only write about the girl with cancer.
sry i just needed to rant. comfort would be helpful. (or a oneshot about niall and the girl with lyme disease...?)
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