Is it wrong that I get insanely jealous of cancer people cuz their
idols actually go to the hospitals and meet them and say that
theyre brave and strong? Why should i be overlooked just because i
dont "look sick" whatever the frick that means? just because im
suffering at home and doing my IVs myself because insurance wont
pay for MY disease, i dont get any credit for being sick. i have
been fighting this disease for seven years, and not once have i
gotten any special oppurtunities because of it. im not seen as a
fighter. im seen as a girl who lies in bed too much. people say:
"maybe shes lazy" and maybe i am, but its only because I FEEL LIKE
CRAP 90% OF THE TIME; LIKE I CONSTANTLY I HAVE THE FRICKIN FLU. i
just want some honor,some badge that the cancer kids get. no one
writes fanfics about based off of the girl with lyme disease! they
only write about the girl with cancer. sry i just needed to rant.
comfort would be helpful. (or a oneshot about niall and the girl
with lyme disease...?)
emilygm* · 1 decade ago
haha I'll write that for you if you want :) Hope you feel better <3
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