About one or two weeks ago, I just felt HORRIBLE about myself. I was having mental break downs and crying during class while no one noticed it. I felt like sh*t. I felt like I wasn't good enough for anybody. And I was doing everybody wrong... I thought about cutting. Screaming.. Crying some more.
But after a little while, I started feeling better. A lot better.
And the other day, I sat infront of my mirror and smiled as I sat there in my underwear and bra.
I love my body now. I pictured cuts all over myself. My skin so white and pale. Bags under my eyes. Just scars.. Cuts... A lot of things.
Then I took a really long, deep breath and closed my eyes. After a long 5 seconds, I opened my eyes again and stared at myself. I fell in love with my curves. I fell in love with my moles. My curves. I even liked some of the light stretch marks I have on my thighs.
I fell in love with myself all over again.
I promise you that life eventually gets better.
Stay strong. ♥.
Alyssa Elton*
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