I'm not quite sure if people think i'm confident or something ,but i always seem to be the target of jokes.
They seem to think i'm strong.
So , that only gives them aspiration to keep going.
People have told me they hate me.
That i'm ugly.
That i'm fat .
I'm here like i already knew that ,but thanks for informing me ,because i just love to hear it more.
Everybody talks about self-harm.I'm not going to lie i have thought about it many times.Yet , there is just something in me that stops me.It goes by the name of fear.There have been times when i have wanted to break down in tears , yet i didn't want to give them that satisfaction.Wether they saw the tears or not i didn't /don't want to admit that they were/are hurting me with their words.However , i knew/know they were/are.
It sucks to be that girl.That girl that everyone thinks is hilarious to pick on.The girl that fakes a smile and laugh just so people think she's okay.I hate being that girl.