I've been slipping deeper lately.
Deeper into my thoughts, into this emptiness, into the nothingness.
I haven't been happy in a long time, I'm forgetting what it feels like.
Just when I thought no one was there for me, and I was all on my own, it started to rain.
I asked God once upon a time to make it rain whenever I was feeling sad, lonely, or all on my own, because it's my favorite type of weather and always seems to make me seem a little happier.
It's been raining for three days now. <333