My Life Is Like A Merry Go-Round
First my mind takes me to the darkest place i've ever encountered. It shuts the door and locks it with a dead bolt and no matter how loud i scream no one ever hears me or the desperasion in my voice. No matter how hard i bang my fists no one comes to rescue me and the door doesn't budge.Then the voices begin to whisper in my ear so soft at first, like a melody but gradually getting loudler and louder until they're shouting into my ear and their voices bounce inside my head. They tell me how worthlhess i am. How i will amount to nothing. How no one really loves me and it's all a lie. How i should just end my life now because no one would even noitce my rotting corpse. They tell me the same things over and over again until i'm about to cave into their sick request. But then the door is swung open and i'm yanked out into the light that almsot blinds me and everything is quiet. The voices are gone, the thoughts are gone, the need to be dead disapears. i start to get better as i finally realize everything will be okay and how strong i really am. Happiness is on the tip of my tounge waiting to give the rest of me the joyful feeling. But hapiness never gets that far because my mind takes me and throws me back into the darkness,Everything starting all over again.
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