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gab*
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July 26, 2015 12:37am UTC

& they all say "bands save lives",
but you know what? i feel like my favorite band ruined me. i don't know if i'd ever tell this to someone who was a fan of this band i shall not mention. i don't know if it's the social networks i use involving them that cause me to be like this or what, but i am not the same person as i was before -- and that's a bad thing. i want to say i hate them, i always tell myself i hate them, but i don't really hate them -- i hate what they do to me. honestly, sometimes they make me so happy i cry, i cry because they're no longer together, i cry because their existence is fading from this earth. i've always been a fairly sensitive person, but i feel like my sensitivity has only gotten worse when it comes to this band. as in, i get jealous and cry over concerts, i get jealous over people with more merchandise than me, hell, i get jealous of the band members' wives. i hate how much i think about them every day and think about how much they've become a part of me, and i believe it's scary. i get so emotional over them because i love them so much, but it's so unhealthy. i know so many people look up to this band and appreciate them, and they actually make them genuinely happy. in my opinion, however, this band has done nothing for me -- nothing for me besides lead me to become unrealistic, ungrateful, even more unsatisfied with my life and myself than i was before. i always feel horrible knowing that i'm not as financially well off as some other fans, as in i don't feel like a real enough fan since i've been to zero concerts and own very little merchandise, later to leave me feeling like a selfish brat. i always feel awful about myself after daydreaming about being one of the band members' girlfriends -- and feel yet even more horrible knowing there's only one person i know personally who i'd want to be with besides them. when i first started listening, i wasn't ready for this. i miss last summer at this time, when i was only merely a casual fan. i feel trapped, like i'll feel empty if i eliminate them completely. if you read all of this, thank you, but i need help.

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*Yours Truly*
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May 17, 2015 9:30pm UTC

Because what was I suppose to think
when you stuck around till 2 a.m., sitting next to me?
And what was I suppose to think when you were
smiling so wide and your eyes were right on me?
What was I suppose to think when you
picked me up when I fell?
What was I suppose to think when you
chose to stay out there underneath the stars?
What am I suppose to think now,
when all you do is avoid my gaze
and quietly nod when I say something to you?
What the heII am I suppose to do when I feel like
I've lost you even though you're still here?

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WeirdKid.*
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November 6, 2013 9:09pm UTC

*Rant*
You know, it's a really sh*tty thing when your own MOTHER goes around screaming and hollering that her daughter is nothing but lazy and a fat*ss. One curse word after another. Another dirty name called, another tear rolling down my face. I don't do anything? Try getting up at 5 in the morning, going to high school where you're taking difficult classes while having tons of homework, then you come home and clean your room and do homework then eat dinner and shower. I'm sorry that I don't have the time to wait on you hand and foot when I'm trying to get through high school. I'm sorry I'm such a f*cking disappointment. You brag and say you're such a great mother but I bet you wouldn't be saying that if you knew that you're the reason why your daughter breaks down at night, has anxiety attacks, and hurts herself all the time.
THANKS MOM.

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paigexoxo
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October 23, 2013 2:50pm UTC

I just Keep on Asking "am I really a fool?"
"Was I wrong all along?" "Are they better off without me?"

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bballsoccerluva35
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June 12, 2013 9:00pm UTC

I don't think I have ever been this confused in my whole life

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abbfab99
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February 23, 2013 3:58pm UTC

Is there a thing called Witty block? I feel like I lost all my wittiness. I'm not making as much quotes anymore. I don't know what to write about. Is that weird?

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