it was difficult to
accept that
you couldn't love
me
in the ways that
i wanted you
to. i had
expectations
so in the
end i got
disappointed.
i had seen how you could love others
and so it hurt more deeply. i drew
you angel wings and tried blurring the bad
memories.
i know
you tried
your best.
i know
you didn't know
better. i know you think you were fair. and
because
i knew all
that, i felt
even more guilty
for needing
more from you.
