watching the same scene on
repeat.
i realised the other day the reason why it comforts me.
it appeared in a series of flashes.
i'm still searching for something like that.
i want the same story told in a slightly different way.
to see how someone else saw it all. i'm curious.
to understand how others feel in a similar situation.
to know if my reaction was normal.
harmless fiction where it's all an act.
from the comfort of my bed, i play it again.
