i'm fortunate to be
comfortable enough with myself that i don't fear being alone.
communication is important to me. it becomes important when you
run into the language barrier with your parents on a daily basis.
when expressing yourself is the most difficult thing to do.
miscommunication galore. only clear communication done through an
older sibling who has a better grasp of the other language.
they're the middleman gatekeeper to having a deep
conversation with my own parents. my trail of thought patched
together with english. having to use elaborate confused sentences
to describe how i'm doing. it's a whole headache. clear
communication is very important to me. i don't want to keep
being misunderstood. the idea of having no one to express my
deepest thoughts and feelings to scares me more than being alone
ever would.
