I feel like my friends know that something is off but
they're just too afraid to bring it up. I know they care, but
to some degree they probably think I'm just being rude. That
I'm not replying to texts because I don't like them
anymore. That I can't be happy for them when I try to
anymore. And it's not that I don't like them anymore.
It's just hard to get happy over things sometimes. It's
lame but kpop is the only thing I get excited over. One group in
particular. I thank God I have something to be happy about and
look forward to. But yeah. Other than that, it's weird.
It's been like this for ages, it shouldn't feel weird
anymore.
