Would not feeling be such a bad thing?
No more pain or agony
No more misery or sadness
The only thing there will be is
Nothing
An empty shell moving around
Uncaring and unloving
Just being alive and hoping every day will be your last
What's the point of staying alive if you don't feel alive?
I'm done putting on a show
I'm done pretending I'm okay
I am not okay
I'm low, dark, lost, broken, and
Unfixable
Some damages will never come undone
Some damages change who you are forever
And there's no turning back