You
were murdered.....
and now...
now I don't know
what to
do....
I'm afraid.
I'm afraid
of going
back to
old habits.
You were
the major
reason I
quit using
and smoking...
and now I
feel
lost....
and it
hurts...
It hurts
knowing
your son
will never
know you
and that
your wife
will raise
him as a
single mother.... I
am angry
sooo angry.
But thankful
for every
moment you
got on
Earth. Thankful
for everything you did
and said...
Thankful
for knowing
you and
sorry
that things
were left
unsiad.