Now operation humilate myself begins.

Where the first time in my life, I have to kiss a** with people who I feel don't and never liked me in the first place. But apparently when we broke up his sister in law was the one who told him to get back with me. 

I must greet everyone with front hugs now when I see them and ask them how they're doing and engage them with conversations. Make eye contact and play with their baby. To me a baby is what a computer is to old people. That is how familiar I am with babies. So you can imagine how awkward that will be. 

I don't know if how I act will come off as genuine, it may come off as me appearing uncomfortable and forced. I need to make my bf happy so I guess I have to suck it up and do it. 

I start by messaging the oldest brother when he lands back to his town.