Forever only meant never
I lay here thinking how wrong could one person be
How much hurt can one heart take
Mistake after mistake nothing seems right
I fight my battles with a smile that's holding it all back
My eyes are heavy with the pain I bottle up
Endless nights wondering what I did
How could someone go so wrong
My mistake was trusting you because to you forever meant never
I built myself up only to let it all be torn back down
My heart is shattered like a broken mirror
I pick up the pieces placing them back together
It only makes it harder when all I see is the past
Staring back at me
The cut on my finger from the broken pieces
Doesn't come close to the pain you caused my heart
Cuz for you forever only meant never
What I was wasn't what you wanted
I wasn't enough
But none of that matters right
Because to you forever only meant never

a poem i wrote one night during a tough time!! Credits to me