This is simply how I
was meant to live. Always the friend, never the girl. Always the
‘side chick’, the fall back, the ‘person to go
to if everyone else says no’. Not even just romantically,
but with friendships, too. Face it, ‘Second Best’ is
my middle name. I wasn’t born to be anyone’s
first choice. all I’ll be able to do now is to ask myself
if what we had was even anything to begin with, or if my head was
just in the clouds. That’s just how it is, and how it
always will be.
