"You want to know what pain
is?
Pain is coming home after a long day of being out
and wanting nothing more than to sleep and never wake
up. Pain is staring at your reflection in the mirror, hating
everything that you see with disgust in your eyes. Pain is crying
your heart out when you're realizing how alone you actually
are. Pain is being tired of everything, but still forcing
yourself to fake happiness. Pain is begging yourself to be
strong, to keep on trying even though you know you've already
given up."