A poem Called What is it about him

What is it about him that makes me fall for him
What is it about him that just makes me feel numb
What is it about him that makes me not feel good enough

Is it because the way he walks, talks or just the thought of him being something, someone diffrent
Is it beacuse I look at him and i feel like he's someone i could just open up to without him juding
Its like a messed up story perfect guy unperfect girl
I just want to talk to him i want to be able to hug him and cry I don't know why i'm like this
It's really pathetci which is understandable 

I don't know what is about him that messes with me... i hate it