once upon a time I cared about someone more
than I cared about myself
everything he was entised me and I just wanted to always be in his
company
I would have done anything for that boy, anything
he was on top of the world and he knew it. everyone knew it
he would walk into the room and take over. he knew everyone and was
loved
I loved him and I love him still despite how everything turned
out
he did not appreciate me. he didn't take me serious
I don't even think he loved me
but he was my everything. all I wanted to do was talk to him. laugh
with him. hold him
he knew how to push my buttons. he had me wrapped around his
finger
he had me fooled
I was a fool in love. I did not know what love was
he is the one I speak of when I say I once love
he is the reason I no longer believe in love.
he is the reason I am incapable of loving another and being
loved.
I think about him sometimes and I smile. other times I tear up
he put me through hell but when I was with him he became my piece
of heaven
there was just something about him I can't get over
his memory is ridden with nine counts heartache one count
happiness
one day I will move on for good, allow myself to give and receive
love
one day I will have my happily ever after
once upon a time I cared about someone more than I cared about
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