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There was a light inside my eyes,
So brightly it use to show.
Now I feel lifeless and numb,
But I'm scared to die alone.

 
I could drag it ‘cross my wrist
Until I hit the bone.
I could end it all tonight,
But I'm scared to die alone.

 
I hear your voice in my head
And I reach out for the phone
Just one word is all I need,
Cuz I'm scared to die alone.
 

I need a better heart,
Do you have one I can loan?
I’d just get rid of this one,
But I'm scared to die alone.

 
The music keeps me sane
As I sit in a quiet home
No one would notice if I left tonight
But I'm scared to die alone.

 
How can I be expected to do this on my own,
If there’s another way than can it make itself known
Cuz the endless night is cold
And I'm scared to die alone.
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There was a light inside my eyes, So brightly it use to show.

6 faves · 84 comments · Mar 24, 2014 1:37am

PainOfAPoet*

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PainOfAPoet*


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done · alone · suicide · empty · die · poems

skilletbiscuit · 1 decade ago
This is beautiful.
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Thank you[:
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skilletbiscuit · 1 decade ago
Dang I was going through some of your other poems, you are such a good poet, no joke.
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Well thank you very much[:
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skilletbiscuit · 1 decade ago
You are very welcome. I hope you continue, i swear your poems will go viral!
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Aha i doubt that, but thank you. And I probably will continue, just need to go through more pain first XD
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1mrsseguin9 · 1 decade ago
This is so good (:
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Thank you[:
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Did you write this, Tyler?
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
I meant "used" and "you can loan" but... i was writing it as it came sooooo
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Indeed i did
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Ahh, okay yeah. I totally understand that.
Sometimes it comes so fast that it has to be written really fast to not lose it.
I like it, a lot.
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
exactly! and thank you :D
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Atira · 1 decade ago
You're welcome.
(I'm glad you got what I was trying to say, haha)
Sometimes you can't mess with the flow you got. Haha.
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
That happened to me last week, i banged out like 8 poems, i kid you not, in like 4 days o.O
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Oh my gosh, that's a lot.
It's so weird when that happens.
It's just like, bam, bam, bam, bam, and bam!
And then sit there thinking "How the hell did that even happen?" Hahaha,
I love it when that happens though.
Do you often write songs, or poems more?

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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
I usually write poems but ive written a few songs. it all depends how it comes out, ive written some (crappy) raps too XD all depends on what comes out
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Yeah, I understand.
I've written some pretty crappy stuff too. Hahaha, especially when I was younger. Oh geeze, hide my face now. Songs and poems from when I was like, a preteen, gosh they were terrible.
I find one of those ever so often in my stuff. Hahaha
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Same its like WOAH blast from the past...wow i thought this was good o.O oops.. XD
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Hahaha, totally!
Sometimes I wonder what was mentally wrong with me when I was younger. Geeze,
that's why I burned my old journal book thing.
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
:O you shouldn't burn anythingg you should use them to make somethign newer and more beautiful to show how far you've come!
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Haha... Yeah, I probably shouldn't have.
But I've started a new journal, a little black book, and just write more real stuff in it.
I don't feel so childish writing things in this one.
I halfway regret burning it,
but halfway don't.
I read like a few pages of it last year to see what it was like, I didn't even finish reading it, because It was really depressing stuff.
I was about nine when I started writing in it, and...
Shoot, I was a kinda depressed nine year old.
I don't really remember anything about age nine and ten, it's really blurry to me.
Eleven, all I know is one detail about being eleven.
It pretty much stopped with the diary when I was thirteen.
And now, I've started writing in my new one almost every day, or at least several times a month.
I started it on december 23rd, and It's almost full.
Do you keep a Journal, Tyler?
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
I do not. i let my poems sort of explain how i feel inside. occasionally i'll write like a journal entry or something but i can never keep it updated XD
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Yeah I totally get it.
I used to su-ck at keeping mine updated.
But I don't know how it's different this time.

Poems are very good at telling things, and feelings and things, so that makes sense.
I don't really like a whole lot of people knowing I keep a journal, because it makes me feel like I'm a little kid again.
But, hey, speaking of journals,
Have you ever watched the movie 'Boy with the striped pajamas' ?
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
some people keep journals with them their whole life, no shame. Have you read Go Ask Alice? heartbreaking man. And I have not i know its on netflix but i never watched it .-.
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Atira · 1 decade ago
No, what's the book about?

Yeah, it's a sad movie. About the Holocaust.
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Its an actual diary from a girl and she goes through ALOT of stuff. I'm not usually bossy, BUT, YOU NEED TO READ THIS BOOK! And oh o.O when my friend goes home in a few days i'll watch itt[:
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Ohhh, I might just have to check it out.
It sounds really interesting.
You don't have to, but I find world war II, the holocaust and war very interesting sometimes.
I haven't watched it in a few years ,I might actually watch it soon again.

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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
You do have to check it out, it's such a good book. like, someone could not make up the stuff that happens to this girl. And so watch it :P Wars interest me to an extent, but im not REALLY into them .-. Drugs and abuse is my "guilty pleasure" to read and romance/action/horror is what watch[x
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Yeah, I'm gonna have to look it up. Definitely.

Yeah, some wars are super boring to look into, world war II I've read hours, and hours, and hours about what has happened. So many different articles, and books.
I like all kinds of things to read and watch, huge varieties!
I love books, they're amazing, movies are pretty good too.
Do you have a favorite book, or movie?

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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Hmm my ALLTIME favorite book would either be Go Ask Alice or Bottled Up. And movie...waaay too many to pick one XD Which is kinda how it is with books but those two just stand out;. anything by Ellen Hopkins i love too. what about you? And when i learned about wwII in school i was interested, just not like "dude i need to know more" :P although i enjoy to learn fun facts about stuff like thatt
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Ahh okay.
Yeah, there are lots of movies.
I like 'House' By Frank Perretti, and Ted Dekker. It's a really good book a bit 'horror-ish' But I literally didn't set it down. I was on a trip to somewhere, and read it basically ten or eleven hours straight until I got there, then a little more, and bam finished it.
I love that book.
Uhm favorite movie?
War Horse, I think.
I don't really know, I don't watch a whole lot of movies anymore, but that one sticks out a lot. I really enjoyed it.
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
War Horse.... I feel like i know that name..... And damn that must have been a good book o.O when i was in school i'd read one or two books a day but since then i've been ".-. the effort"
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Yeah it came out maybe last year, the movie did.
And yep.
It was a very good book,
not only that, but when I'm on road trips with someone, I get extremely pi-ssed at them a lot.
Because people seem to get on eachother's nerves, so I try to block people out.
I don't see why people don't shut up for the whole ride.
Too bad I can't forbid people to keep their mouths closed until they can be nice to eachother.

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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Well you COULD but you'd be arrested for mass murdering :D BUT I am getting off the computer to draw alittle bit, which means that since i have no other way to talk to you, i shall have to talk to you later! I hope you have a goodnight[: well whats left of it![:
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Haha, yeah true.
Okay have fun, I might draw too, that sounds fun about now. :)
I hope you have a wonderful night too, Tyler. Have fun drawing :))
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
If you do too, have fun too!! [: Talk to you later!!
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Thank you! :D
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Guess who's back >:D
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Tyyyyyllleeer!
Did I guess right? :P Haha
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Well you did but then i was going again SO XD
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Atira · 1 decade ago
It's all good! :)
What are you up to?
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Having a headache and listening to music you?
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Atira · 1 decade ago
I do that sometimes. :P
I hope yuour headache goes away.
Well, I mean, unless you want it there.
Uhm, just got finished drawing, and am chilling on the couch.
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
I do not want it here i thought it was gone but it came back. And ooh whatcha draw?
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Eehh, I hate it when that happens.
Just doodling around my name, nothing special yet. I might put up my book and draw something that has meaning in a few minutes.
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Sounds like a plan; what ended up happening?
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Uhm, I colored in the doodles around my name a little bit. Hahaha
Dude. I literally just saw a pair of shorts, I HONESTLY thought were underpants. I'm f-ucking serious man. I looked at the lable and it said shorts. I was blown away, I seriously thought they were like bikini bottoms. So I was like DENIM UNDERCLOTHES! WOW! Then I realize they were shorts, and I was like :O oh... Haha
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
that's ridiculous, they make shorts WAY too short now
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Atira · 1 decade ago
I agree,
I mean, yeah. I do honestly wear short shorts sometimes, but not like THAT. I at least make sure my bum's covered. I mean f)ucking [t, I was blown away.
Even when I do wear short shorts, I usually wear leggings or something under them.
Not that I'm thinking the people wearingthem are terrible people, I just don't think it's decent.
That's just my opinion.
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
I mean once in a while fine, you like how they look and feel fine i get that for people who wear them i do,, just as long as they're also not the people saying "why do guys/girls always check me outttt" like -_-'
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Haha, exactly
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
This song always get's to me. Now I do not condone ANY form of cheating, but this song makes me FEEL for this guy, and he's the cheater. but it just gets to me and idk why
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Atira · 1 decade ago
What's the song called?
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
The Hardest Thing. By 98 Degrees. By the way are you okay? You seem kinda blah]:
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Okay, I might just listen to it.
Uhm, just been going through some stuff.
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
I hope its not bad stuff]: and if it is i hope its not too bad of stuff]: and if it is i hope it gets better!!
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Haha, thanks Tyler (:
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Girl put a smile on
Get rid of that frown
Don’t let the world around you
Bring you further down

Hold your head up, butter cup,
Hold it way up high.
And when they say that you won’t make it,
Reach up and touch the sky.

Show them that you’re worth the tears,
Tell them that you’ll face your fears.
Tell them that after all these years,
You’re still alive and you’re still here.

I'm not really sure what exactly is wrong
But I hope this poem helped some!
I tried to make it about anything just in case,
But it’s hard when I don’t know which angle to come from.

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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
No problem[:
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Atira · 1 decade ago
How are you?
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
I'm good, I wrote you alittle poem!
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Really? What is it?
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
It's just above these last few messages ^
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Awh, thank you Tyler :))
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
You're welcome[: That's like one of the VERY few happy things i've ever written XD
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Haha, well that's very very nice of you (:
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
No problem :D
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Did you have a good day?
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
It had its ups and downs. you?
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Yeah? Same here.
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Im sorry :( any better?
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Atira · 1 decade ago
ahh, hell yeah. I'm talking to you :)
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Aw well I'm glad I could brighten your day a little bit ^_^
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Atira · 1 decade ago
Yeah, it really helped :))
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Good ^_^
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Atira · 1 decade ago
:))
What kind of things do you draw?
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Um i usually stick with Him possible, but I've also drawn the little mermaid twice, my ex girlfriend...1..2..3...4...5..6..7(?) times, um.. her new bf once, ummm Harley Quinn from batman, uhh wolves.... i think thats it
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Atira · 1 decade ago
That's really cool,
I'd love to see your drawings.
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
If i could post them up i would the only other way isss facebook, or email XD
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Atira · 1 decade ago
If that's cool with you, i'd be fine with either of those.
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Well my Email is Artmaker14@gmail.com[:
(you wont be able to find me on fb cuz my settings are set to friends of friends)
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Atira · 1 decade ago
That's all good, I'll send you an email so you have mine.
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PainOfAPoet* · 1 decade ago
Okay[:
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