Who do you think of,
When you lay down to sleep?
Is it him, is it me,
Or do you lay there counting sheep?
When you’re alone together,
Do I ever cross your mind?
Do you ever think of me,
When you take time to unwind?
When you lay together,
His arms around you tight.
Do you see my smile,
Tell me do you miss me tonight?
When you guys make love,
Is it hard not to say my name?
When he asks you what you’re thinking of,
Is it hard to hide the shame?
When he gives you a flower,
And I give you a rose.
Is it better when he holds you,
Or when I used to kiss your nose?
It’s so hard not to let go,
And cry to myself at night.
It’s hard not to let things be,
Hard when it feels this right.
*chorus*
Tell me who would it come down to
If you had to choose?
Who would it come down to,
Which one would you lose?
Who would it come down to,
Which one would be together?
Who would it come down to,
Who’d be your forever?
Who would it come down to,
If I said I love you so?
Who would it come down to,
Would you stay or would you go?
When he ignores your texts,
And I Skype you all the time.
Tell me which one would you choose,
Would you let me make you mine?
I make the time to see you,
I make the time to try.
He makes the time to f/ck you,
And you watch as I cry.
I make the time to hold you,
I make the time to tear.
He makes the time to f/ck you,
And it happens like I fear.
Maybe I could do it,
If you didn’t love him so.
Maybe I could be with you,
If I didn’t have to go.
He shares what we used to have
Now I'm all alone again.
He shares what I want to have,
Now all I feel is pain.
You try your best to love me,
And your best to make me smile.
But tell me if I asked you,
Who’d be walking down that aisle?
*chorus*
Tell me who would it come down to
If you had to choose?
Who would it come down to,
Which one would you lose?
Who would it come down to,
Which one would be together?
Who would it come down to,
Who’d be your forever?
Who would it come down to,
If I said I love you so?
Who would it come down to,
Would you stay or would you go?
*Bridge*
If I told you to pick
Would it be me or him
If I told you to pick
Would I be passed by again?
If I told you to pick,
Would you say goodbye forever?
If I told you who to pick,
Would you guys stay together?
Is it stupid of me to still dream,
Of a better place to be.
Is it stupid of me to love you,
Is it stupid of me to believe?
When I see you guys together,
It tears my heart apart.
And I know that you see it,
You just can’t make it stop.
How can you ever choose,
When we have history.
When you love him more and more,
How can we be meant to be?
Am I conceited to think you want me,
Even though you said you do?
Am I stupid to think you’d love me,
When I'm rubber and he’s the glue?
How can I move on girl,
When I'm still into you?
How can I stop writing,
When there’s nothing else to do?
Nothing else to stop the pain,
Stop how I feel inside.
Just know when he’s around you,
I can’t help but to hide.
*Chorus*
Tell me who would it come down to
If you had to choose?
Who would it come down to,
Which one would you lose?
Who would it come down to,
Which one would be together?
Who would it come down to,
Who’d be your forever?
Who would it come down to,
If I said I love you so?
Who would it come down to,
Would you stay or would you go?
PainOfAPoet*