Here’s the story of
Me & Austin.
We first started talking over Facebook; he was my Best Friend
(Derek’s) cousin. We talked for a while, he called me
“Beautiful” every time he said “Hey(:”, I
got butterflies every time we talked. We never really met till
November 30th, we hung out at the mall, him, my best
friend & I. It’s actually funny how we met, I was so
scared to meet him that every time he’d ask where I was
I’d say somewhere where I wasn’t, ha. Finally he saw
us in route 21. We hung out for like...2 hours, bouncing bouncy
balls off the boucany and just messing around. On December
1st he asked me out, I was so happy. Next day he came
over and got to meet my dad, my dad liked him a lot, he still
does. We spent every day together till something terrible
happened. On December 19th, I was with Austin at his
house, we were outside, his dad was acting weird, not like
normal…couple minutes later we were traumatized.
Austin’s dad has shot himself in front of us. I rushed him
out of that place as soon as I could, his mom made me keep him
safe because (Daryn) Austin’s dad’s brother had
thought we did it. I stayed up all night holding him, he cried so
much…it was so painful to see. I went to His Viewing and
Funeral and I still held Austin. He blamed himself, I kissed him
and told him to never think that. Austin lived with me for a
little while. Then his mom came and got him the 21st.
Christmas came and I thought he wasn’t gonna come because
of what happened, he said I’d see him after Christmas
sometime, everyone kept it from me; Austin on Christmas came to
me with a Beautiful necklace and bracelet. I Cried and hugged him
so much, I was breathless. Then January 1st, our
anniversary, we went skating, he kissed me on the skating floor
while the ball dropped, balloons fell and music played. It was
like I was in a fairy tale and he was my prince charming, he
still is. Then January 13th came, we were fighting
because so many people tried to break us up, well we gave up, we
let everyone win, they broke us up. I was so heartbroken because
I loved him more than anything even after I went through so much
with him. Then we started talking again, we had something again
but lost if, Now we’re talking again, every time we talk he
tells me “He misses me”. I Miss Him so much and I
want to get back together but I’m so scared to get
heartbroken again, He keeps saying he ain’t gonna date no
one till he dates me again, I know it wasn’t his fault but
what do you guys think?
Please HELP me…
Should I give him another chance? Cause I still really do love
him.<3
fefe123 · 1 decade ago
OhMyGod that is the best way to make me think of things, thank you so much.(":
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