nevergrowup89 · 1 decade ago
I love you too, evm though things aren't how we want them to be, I love you no matter what.
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Jillian Marie* · 1 decade ago
You're the best baby <3

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nevergrowup89 · 1 decade ago
If you kill yourself I will blame myself forever.
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Jillian Marie* · 1 decade ago
But you're not the one to blame here sweetie. If you want to point fingers, do it at the girls who hide from me in the locker room, the girl at color guard who calls me a c.unt every day, my color guard instructor (because nothing I do is ever good enough for him), and my family. But yeah it's definitely not you.
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nevergrowup89 · 1 decade ago
But I will. You killing yourself will basically be like you killing me. Because that will most likely happen if you do end it. How many times do I need to tell you that?
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Jillian Marie* · 1 decade ago
Enough to make me not want to do it...
Um and last night my mom screamed at me and I lost it and uhm I'll just let you guess what happened.
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nevergrowup89 · 1 decade ago
Don't.
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Jillian Marie* · 1 decade ago
Too late for that...
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nevergrowup89 · 1 decade ago
Jillian.
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Jillian Marie* · 1 decade ago
Holly.
Three days in a row now.
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nevergrowup89 · 1 decade ago
Stop.
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Jillian Marie* · 1 decade ago
I don't even know how at this point. I'm really scared, because I keep trying to push myself farther and I'm afraid I won't be able to stop. Last night I was shaking and I just had this vision of covering my entire body in cuts and it scared me a lot because of how badly I wanted to do it.
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nevergrowup89 · 1 decade ago
Jillian you need to stop.
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Jillian Marie* · 1 decade ago
I know...I can't.
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nevergrowup89 · 1 decade ago
That's just something people who don't want to stop say.
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Jillian Marie* · 1 decade ago
I honestly don't know how to stop baby.
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