I wonder if anybody's actually had feelings for
me,
like actually got upset or mad over little things i did and
got jealous and confused over me and
thought about me on a regular basis.
i feel like i'm the only person that ever really cares
about anyone and that nobody's ever felt that way for
me.
dapz95 · 1 decade ago
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i know how you feel, dude. i know.
its okay.
but whenever you let that train of thought get so deep inside of you it eats every snippet of self-love and appreciation out of your system, until you're just a numb shell of a nobody, remember this: somebody did love you, even in passing, and somebody will love you, in the future, even if its just a glance out of a coffee-shop window as you go by and a 'damn.' And if they did lie awake at night, loving you, there's no way in hell you'd ever know ... because in a world where we're consumed with such fear and guilt for feeling such intense, dangerous themes, us marvellous pretenders know how to cover up. And how could we ever see someone looking back at us loving us, when we can comprehend the idea of love being directed at us even by ourselves?
I love you man. You're one of my favourite people on here, and some of things you say never fail to make me wonder, or fail to make me smile. So i guess in that totally unstalkerish and uncreepy way :P i love you. So remember that, that the next time you feel alone, somewhere halfway across the world who has n idea who you are and what you look like, only what you have to say, cares a lot about you, and cherishes you just a little.
Cool?
Take care ^-^ x