If she wants me
dead
She just might get her wish.
She hurt me more
Than she could ever know.
I just want to cut.
I want the pain to fade.
I want everything to go black.
I want the monster to leave.
I don't want to be broken anymore.
Everything around me is broken.
My family.
Myself.
The monster keeps getting worse.
I'm breaking more than before.
Faster than last time.
I'm lossing reasons
to keep fighting.
The monster grows
With every mistake
I make.
And I make
A lot of
Mistakes.
Sometimes I wonder
...
What if I didn't care?
What if I tried again?
This time...
Not wanting help.
Not talking to someone.
What if I let it slip away?
What if I let the monster win?
What could be so bad?
If I just let the monster win...
Sammy* · 1 decade ago
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No. Please don't hurt yourself love.Please don't... it's not worth it. Talk to me. I don't want to see another beautiful soul leave.